So, I woke up today with a horrible headache. I spent all day in bed trying to get rid of it. I still have it...,

    While I was trying to take a nap, I had a really strange dream that meant a lot to me for some reason. In the dream, I was at this concert in this weird theater with stadium seats. Where I was sitting I could see a couple rows down where it looked like HanGeng was sitting. He was sitting towards the top of the theater. Down in the front row, I could see Heechul watching the show as well. They were completely unaware of each other.

    After the show ended, I look down and see HanGeng is having a panic attack. He's huddled in his seat with his face buried in the back and breathing frantically. All these people were crowding around him and it was making it worse. I felt bad for him because I understood what it was like to feel that way. So, I leap from my seat and shout at the crowd to leave him alone. Everyone looks at me like I'm insane, except for Heechul. He looks up from the front row and nods at me like he understands what I'm doing. He gets up and starts making the crowds leave as well. We clear out everyone in the room and go to HanGeng, who's still huddled in his seat.

    Heechul sits down in a seat near HanGeng and I kneel down on the floor in front of HanGeng. I start talking to him. I talk about how I understand how he's feeling. I talk to him about my own feelings and how I get why he's so panicked and depressed. I can't remember exactly what I said to him, but it was the most clear I'd ever been about why I think I feel the way I do sometimes. He eventually lifts his head and looks at me. His eyes are full of tears, but he's much calmer. He looks at me and tells me thank-you.

    We sit and talk for a long time about depression and why we think we feel like we do. Heechul talks about it too. He tells us about his own episodes and we just let it all out. I remember Heechul hugging me and thanking me for helping his friend. He tells me that he's been trying for years to help HanGeng, but could never find the right words.

    When I woke up, I felt really calm. The dream was so vivid and real feeling, despite Heechul and HanGeng speaking fluent English to me, lol. I just thought that I'd share it...,