Annyeong!!!

As u can see, the title kinda explains the whole thing. I have a friend and shes a gurl (i aint gonna mention names), she is kinda ignoring me...im not sure. I cant just go to her and say "Hey, i cant find ur account in fb and twitter, r u ignoring me?" 

I cant do that...THAT IS PLAIN STUPID.

She started do have new 'best' friends and i feel like im drifting apart from her...we are friends but i think....we are in the state of ignoring each other.

tbh, it hurts alot, but being the happy-go-lucky girl i am, i just shrug it off and smile even tho i rlly wanna cry right there and then. Its ha rd to act like evrything is alright when the truth is, i want to ask her whats wong and set things straight.

but yknow what? screw myshy personality. That is why i cant ask her. I might get the wrong idea...i mean, im happy for her that she finds new friends, but cos of that, shes ignoring me. We never chat anymore. I cant find her account in fb, twitter, instagram, and in aff. 

I feel like breaking apart, but for the sake of her happiness, i wont. If shes happy, then im happy. I hate seeing my friends hurt. I'd rather suffer the pain than seeing her break aprt in front of y eyes.

I want to talk to her, but when i do, she answers me with one word. It hurts me ALOT. i never experienced this. Im not a pro. 

So can someone help me? Can u guys give me tips on how to set thing straight?

I really need help here. Im afraid that we ight become strangers, and thats what im scared of.

BTW IM NOT ING LESBIAN...

im just...really concerned bout our friendship. Am i just being used? 

le sigh.

I feel very depressed. Typing this out is the only way i could calm down. I cant talk to my friends because im not that open towards them. Plus, they dont seem to take things srsly.

Btw, the gurl im talking bout is currently in LA..shes a filipino like me too tho...we rarely chat....i feel sad...someone sheer me up.

- Yujin c: