This fall I'm moving to another country. College, big city, new people, new start. It's always been a dream of mine and it still is. I am scared, but excited.

My boyfriend and I are dating for about 13 months. I love him and we make a great couple. Anyway, he stays in our homeland. That is the hard part.

I mean, I would never give up on my dreams because of a man, but he is very special to me and I really care about him.

I know that we will have to break up because we don't like the idea of being in a distance relationship.

We have about two month left together and I want us to enjoy them. No fights and no arguing. Just cherishing the time we spend together.

Btw. yesterday I was at the cinema with him and we watched 'Selfless'. One of the best movies EVER. I strongly recommend it. It's a mix of action and mystery. I was holding my breath 'till the end. And shirtless Ryan Reynolds *sigh* I envy Blake :"D

XOXO