like its already 2am,

its freaking monday,

i can't freaking sleep,

i have tons of exams later ,

class starts at 8 ends at 5, 

i no longer know what to do with my life,

the program i take makes me feel breathless, 

the things im supposed to be doing no longer makes me happy, 

doing the things that makes me happy kills me with guilt,

im tired or stressing and worrying,

worst, i'm missiing someone who already forgotten  me xD

he always crosses my mind, it hurts cos i miss him so. 

whenever im feeling down like this, 

i helplessly miss him, 

like heplessly ....miss him.. 

im not supposed to be writing it, but i end up doing it.. naahhh   

this might be the reason .. i daannaaaaaa,,,,, i just dont knooowww