Hi everyone long time no talk.

I went away to an adult psychiatric inpatient unit for various reason I may reveal later, but not now. Unless you're a friend of mine :D

I was in there for 4 months as an inpatient and am currently still getting outpatient treatment

(Inpatient - You have to stay and live there under strict supervision. Outpatient - You come during the day and go home in the evening).

I may even write a fanfic based on my experiences in there (muhahaha XD)

But anyway, I was sorting through some old paperworks I did, and came across written updates on all of my stories dating from over half a year ago. Crazy right?

But I have some dilemmas - 

 - I have completely forgot what I was originally writing about with my stories, so I will probably re-read them all (and add some improvements along the way) But it's just to know what I was writing about lol

 - My love for K-pop and fandoms have dwindled a lot lately. It's not that I no longer like listening to the music or the bands, especially TVXQ, but I just don't spend as much of my time watching and reading all about the updates on them anymore. Don't get me wrong, I still love the bands, and the songs, I listen to K-pop and TVXQ everyday, but I don't interact with the fans or news of them all now.

 - Fandoms to everything are scary, creepy and just plain annoying. Not ALL FANS, but the weaboos, Koreaboos, slash sasaengs ect. When people say words like "oppa, unnie, gwiyopda, onii-chan, sempai, kawaii desu ne" being said ALL THE FREAKING TIME makes me cringe so deeply on the inside. So yeah, and I know I'm not the only one, I have met LOTS of fans on here and other places who think the same thing as me. (I also don't understand how EVERY SINGLE THING an idol does is so symbolic) - "OMG JAEJOONG OPPA WORE GREY TODAY JUST LIKE YUNHO OPPA, YUNJAE IS REAL IT EXIST!" like seriously guys, no, just no.

 - But before you bash me, I think this with other fandoms too, like FNAF, MLP, Anime in general. Rabid fans are things I hate. But there are intelligent and NORMAL fans out there (Thank !) so I'm not really bashing the whole fandom, or anything like that. 

Rant over. Love you guys. 

I'll update my stories as soon as possible!