SHORT DRABBLE AND TOO MANY GRAMMAR ERRORS SINCE IM TOO LAZY TO CHECK IT BYE

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"Sehun, there's a letter for you." Soojung spoke softly as she sat beside the bed.

"It's from Luhan. His father gave it to me." Sehun kept silent.

"I'll read it for you okay?" Soojung told him since she noticed that Sehun wouldn't touch the letter.

"No." Sehun told his cousin. "I'll read it later."

 "Okay. So... I'll go to work first. Take care." Soojung said before she left the room.

Sehun sighed as he looked at the letter. Just when he's about to open the letter, his phone rang.

It's Luhan.

"Hello?" Sehun answered the call.

"Sehun! It's me." he heard Luhan greeting him cheerfully. "Did you get the letter that I told you I would ask Father to pass it to Soojung?"

 "I got it just now. I was about to read it but then you called me hyung."

"Anyway, it's about my wedding with Jooyeon. I finally have the guts to propose her."

"Oh really? Congrats. It's been a quite long time since you two start dating… But I can't come hyung. Sorry." Sehun spoke. “Sorry.”

 "Why? You're my bestfriend. You should be there. And it's been five months since we last met." Luhan told him. "I really miss you."

"Lu.." Sehun called him. "I haven't move on okay? I don't want to ruin it. I don't want to be sad." Sehun told him the truth.

The truth that Luhan also knew.

"I don't get it why did you ask me why. You also knew it." Sehun sighed. “But thanks for inviting. At least I know that you still remember me.”

"I'm sorry..." Luhan whispered sadly. "I thought you wanted to come and I can never forget you. You’re my bestfriend."

"So bestfriend.” Sehun called him with a sad chuckle. “I wanted to come actually. But I don't want to risk it. I'll ask Soojung to send my present for you. And Jooyeon too."

"Okay then.. I'll call you later I guess." Luhan spoke. "Bye."

"Bye."

Sehun put his phone aside and smiled sadly when he thought about the wedding.

The truth was, he couldn't come because he didn't want Luhan to see him in his current state. Compared to the last time Luhan saw him, he's different now.

He's getting thinner, his face was getting paler and there's barely hair left on his head. He's sick, suffering from a cancer that's slowly killing him inside. He's too late to realize that he's sick and as a result, it's too late to cure his cancer.

He loved Luhan. Luhan knew it but yet, he said nothing about it. He acknowledged his feelings but ignored it. Luhan once said,

 

 

"Sehun... I have Jooyeon. You and I.. we're just friends."

 

 "We're friends Sehun. Just that."

 

“I’m sorry Sehun. I love Jooyeon.”

 

Sehun cried silently as he recalled those scenes in his mind.

He's afraid that the last time he and Luhan could probably see each other was the time when only one of them will be breathing.

He took off his bracelet and held it tightly before putting it in a small box.

"Congratulations hyung."

 

 

After seven days of waiting, the day finally came.

Luhan smiled and greeted the guests with a big bright smile on his face although when he woke up in the morning, he felt something bad was going to happen but he shrugged it off.

When the wedding had come to an end, Luhan sat for a while with Jooyeon by his side. Then, a woman greeted him.

It was Soojung.

"Hello Luhan." she smiled. She looked terrible. Her eyes were red and despite her effort to make herself looked presentable, she looked like she hadn't got any sleep for two weeks.

"Soojung.. what happened to you?" Luhan asked.

"Are you okay?" Jooyeon asked. "You looked tired."

Suddenly, Soojung cried. She sobbed and sobbed making Luhan hugged her tightly.

"Hey what's wrong?" Soojung had always been like a sister to him.

"Sehun.. he gave you two this. As a present." Soojung sobbed as she handed Jooyeon a box.

"He... he couldn't come." "He.. he also wanted to give you this." Soojung gave Luhan a small box.

"You can open it now if you want." she wiped her tears with her thumb. "He said congrats for the wedding. He wished you two for a long lasting happiness. "

Luhan opened the box.

"Soojung.. It's his bracelet... Why?" Luhan looked at Soojung. “It’s his. Why did he gave this to me?”

Soojung remained silent.

“Soojung. Answer me.” Luhan pleaded. “Soojung.. please?”

"Luhan..." Soojung couldn't stop herself from crying again.

"L-last night, he told m-me that he wanted to.. to give you... t-this." She sobbed. "He cried."

 Luhan looked at her.

"Se-sehun- he said sorry... because you two won't see each other anymore." Soojung sobbed.

"What?"

Soojung closed her eyes.

"Sehun.. he.. he passed away last night. He suffered from a cancer. It's too late to cure it." she spoke faintly. "He... he's gone."

"No.." Luhan shook his head. "You're.. you're lying."

"No Luhan. I'm not." Soojung looked at him. “I won’t lie to you about this. Sehun had asked me to keep so many secrets from you.. to feed you with lies.. since five months ago.. but this.. this thing, I can’t lie to you.”

"Oh my god.." Jooyeon gasped. "I'm sorry to hear that."

Luhan looked into Soojung's eyes with a look that only both of then could understand. The sad look from Soojung matched the empty look from Luhan.

"I know Luhan. But what to do? You're too late... You.. are late." Soojung said.

“Did he say anything else?” Luhan asked. “Did he?”

“He said the thing he had always crave for you to tell him. You know what it is right?” Soojung let out a small smile. “He said that thing to you. He cried.”

“What did he said?” Jooyeon asked.

“He said goodbye.” Soojung looked at her as she smiled. “Goodbye for the last time.”

Luhan knew she was lying too Jooyeon.

"I'll leave first. Goodbye." Soojung said before leaving the wedding.

 

 

Luhan felt like a part of him died.

Luhan touched the bracelet he's wearing while he sat beside the grave.

"Sehun.. how could you..." he sobbed.

"I'm too late am I?... Soojung.. she's the only one who knows the truth."

"I told her that I love Jooyeon.. but I love you.. you know."

"But I never had the guts to tell you even when I know your feelings."

"I'm a coward." Luhan let out a small sad smile as he wiped his tears. "Sehun... I'm sorry."

“and Oh Sehun, I love you.”

 

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and yet another failed angst by me yay