07/10/15 Kim Heechul, South Korea's self proclaimed prettiest namja celebrated his 32nd birthday. :)

What am I supposed to feel about it? Deranged.

I've been a fan of Heenim for 7 years and I never even had the slightest regret in everything I have done for him. 

I mean just like what is Leeteuk is saying here

He is my sunshine throught the rainy season, my namja for life. He is my ultimate bias and I know he will always be. 
(Yes, I maybe kind of cheating him with Daesung but oh please, real tears, sweat and blood had been offered to Hee throughout my life.)

I learned a lot from him. 7 years with this man had proven that I can go against all odds for every struggle I am about to face.

Had seen him for about 4 times in person, and I am proud to say 2 out of those 4 encounters have been practically so close I drowned with my own tears.

I can still clearly remember almost all my embarassing moments I've gone through because of him.

But the most memorable one would be the night before he was about to enter the army for his enlistment. I cried the whole night.
Tears. Tears. And more tears have been flowing from my eyes throughout the night.
I have my own little Kim Heechul shrine in my room and I was just there in front of it crying.

My mom saw me. She asked me, "Why are you crying?"

"Kim Heechul is going to enlist in the army. I will miss him so much and it will hurt so much. Two years mom, two years !I won't have any update about him! How can I live for those two damn years!"

My mom just looked at me as if I am a crazy kid. She told me he'll just enlist and will not die. And left me alone again in my room.

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Looking back I've realized that those two years without any Heenim updates hade hone me into a better K-pop fan. 



The quotation above is just one of his quotations that made me into a very understanding fan. The answers from all my frustrations had been given.

Yes, I am his fan but I still have my own life.

He is Kim Heechul to become my inspiration, not an obsession.

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Again, Happy Birthday Kim Heechul!

Saranghaeyo Kim Heechul, Wooubiccal Kim Heechul! ^^

-ysa