It's been 2 years since I joined AFF. That is when I passionately want to become a good writer. But since I'm so tired updating and inspiration in writing falls off then and again, I stopped writing. School is one of the big problem.

Because of my case, I really don't want to start over nor take a glimpse of my Aff account. Even i have a lot of time since summer came, i did not update- even once! I hesitate to start up again since I know that I'm not good at all. Disappointments really knock me down and it's freaking annoying. I want to start again but the feels are gone. Ughh >_<