Hi guys. I'm just here to cry lol I have this friend that I've sadly fallen for. We've been friends for 3 years now and almost 2 of those 3 years, I've been in love. He knows. I can't seem to hide it no matter how much I try. My heart speaks when it wants I guess... and for my friends that know say "go for it". I really can't because he's gay. Well... bi but he's really in love with Kim Jonghyun. You all don't know how much I wish I was him. He doesn't throw me in the friendzone like calling me sis, bro and things like that. He says" flirtatious"  things every now and then and like an idiot, I can't help myself. I'm at the point where I've prepared myself to live without him but I don't think I can. Not right now. Today I didn't reply to his text until now and all I said was "Goodnight Jason. Take care". And I know I'm not the only person who's in love with him. I've seen that for myself. I really really want to be over him.  I've only been in love once before this and it ended badly. I honestly thought I wouldn't love this hard again but I did. It just happened. Usually people crush and then fall but I just fell and seemed to have landed on my face. I'll be getting my own place soon and he agreed to stay with me for a month or 3. I honestly don't know if I'll be over him by then and I don't know how I'll be able to deal with my emotions. HOW DO I GET OVER HIM? Do I ignore him? eottoke?