Dear father
To me, this song has a very special meaning because my father also left my mother and I along with my two siblings alone for another woman. Things haven't been great between us and right when I was ready to tell him my feelings and thoughts, he looses it and screams at me. I was afraid of him, I thought he was going to hit me. But, he said something that bothered me so much. He said,"I've been very patient with you. Get over it. I made a mistake, I know, but get over it." I went mad. I cried and screamed because he didn't know that what he was saying was not so easy to do in real life.
I wanted to yell at him and say,"'Get over it?' You've been patient? How dare you say that. No, I won't ing get over it. This will be with me for the rest of my life. Not once, when I tried to explain myself, did you let me speak. Is that what you call patient? The fact that you had a choice. Stay with us, your family and put it all behind, or go with an immature woman who knew nothing. I cut myself because of you, I pressure myself to do well because of you, I have bipolar-depression because of you, and you tell me to be ing patient? you. Maybe you should have left me just like you said you would. Maybe you should never talk to me again. I can live happily without you. I don't need you in my life. All I need is my mom. My mom is the one who cares. You don't even know how to calm me down when I'm angry, how are you even my dad? I lost all respect for you four years ago, all. Don't try talking to me about being patient because I can be patient very well. Don't talk to me again, don't even look for me. You're done."
I honestly can't wait for the day I can say this to him. He deserves to feel what he put me through, be deserves to be pit through pain. For everything that he did.
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