Feelings and Emotions I've Held In For Too Long

Guys I'm crying. I'm just thinking about all the stupid I've done. Honestly the anxiety is coming onto me and I just can't handle it. I just... I wanna end everything. My head hurts, I'm tired with being tired and I'm tired of feeling a pain thats on and off. I used to cut but honestly that seems like the best solution right now. I'm in stress and I really ing hate myself right now. I feel worthless, that I have no place in this world, I feel horrible. I can't stop crying. I don't feel good at all. Guys I'm so done. I'm so ing done.I hate for you guys to see me like this but its come to a point where it's at the top of my head and I can't control it anymore. I don't want sympathy or pity from you guys, not at all. I just need someone to talk to me and I know you guys will listen and tell me what I need to hear to get my mind straight. Everything's been going wrong and these ing emotions i'm going through are making everything even more worse,

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Damina66 #1 Jun 1, 2015 04:28:44

are- are you better now???? O.OnI'm afraid you aren't.. ;_; please talk to me if you need sb, ne?!

EXOticLove4ever #2 May 31, 2015 15:31:20

Are you okay now???Please watch this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvkbHIrrrvU
If you need to talk about anything I'm here! I understand this kind of thoughts too well.. Things will get better. Believe me

Ballerina_Belle #3 May 26, 2015 21:46:37

I hope you will be okay.. :)

ppandas #4 May 26, 2015 16:58:23

I'm here if you want to talk about anything and everything. I know it can be hard to ignore the people who've hurt you and continue to hurt you on a regular basis, but understand that we all care for you so much and none of us wants to lose you. So, when it feels like things are getting to you and you're drowning offload all of your worries onto us. Even if you think it doesn't make sense we're here to listen. always okay?

magicalkpop #5 May 26, 2015 16:08:27

We don't pity you!!! At least I don't ! I wanna help you! But you decide the people in your surroundings! Slap all those heart breaks and heart aches! Stand strong in front of them! They can't do anything to you unless you allow them too and that's exactly what you're doing! So don't do it anymore and stay strong

LoveMeNot23 #6 May 26, 2015 14:02:59

There is always moments in life where you feel like you want to end every thing... I'm here if you want to talk
you see I'm very bad at saying my problems but i promise I'm a good listener !!
Just don't do anything you will regret later ...
and remember after the storm there is always a rainbow

Shwoo5a #7 May 26, 2015 13:40:28

Unnie don't feel down, we are with you, and be confident in yourself, think of yourself be selfish its okaii, but never do something that you'll regret in ur lyf ( I mean hurting urslf) ....... Believe in yourself that you'll be and do better today and in future........ If u feel sad listen to EXO you'll feel better and happy :) we luv u unnie ,,, we r one :)))

Pucca13 #8 May 26, 2015 11:27:55

Yah! Exotic_Gurl you must not give up you have to go tru it wake up you're not alone the're people that love/like you they way you are and we are here for you okey ^^ never give up

baek69 #9 May 26, 2015 09:23:42

wounds heal. you just gotta find the right band-aid.

LeeRaeni #10 May 26, 2015 07:12:37

Cutting can relief some stress in your life but it won't work for too long. Your place is here where you create amazing stories for people to read. Don't feel worthless. You are born in this world for a reason. If you decide or have thoughts about committing suicide, think about it thoroughly. Think about how your parents would feel when their daughter dies before them. I know this sounds like pity, but please don't feel worthless. We're here for you and your family.

sleepingprince #11 May 26, 2015 06:34:04

I hope that you'l feel and get better soon. No matter what happen do not hurt yourself. Have faith that it gets better. Stay strong

Z_Lyons #12 May 26, 2015 06:01:36

Harming yourself will only make things worse. Please don't hurt yourself. I know what anxiety feels like if you ever need to talk to someone

ittadakimasu #13 May 26, 2015 05:11:34

You are still worth living. Don't harm yourself or anything to cause more pain, forget the mistakes you've done because what has happen has happened. Just fill your mind and feeling with positivity. I'm sure you'll get through this.

Saigirl2087 #14 May 26, 2015 04:50:19

If you kill yourself, the world would have lost the next great author. Bath and body works has stress revilers.Aroma therapy might help.
Never cut yourself always talk to someone. Whatever you're going through just remember all the good things in your life. For example clean water, food, and a roof over your head.(Some people don't have these things.)

MaquillageRN #15 May 26, 2015 04:02:26

Harming yourself won't solve your problem. Whatever is making you feel like drop it and set it aside. Go out with your friends or do something alone that makes you happy. But it's alright to cry. Cry your heart out and if you feel that you can't cry anymore That's the time you move o. Just remember to always love yourself and never ever blame yourself Ok? Be strong even it aches you have to be strong. Always put your own happiness first. You can talk to me if you want too. Fighting!