Kaspian is back on AO3 I was shocked when I was browsing the kaisoo tag then I saw the username I never had read so much for the entire time her account on AO3 is KASPIAN (orphan_account)

I want to cry right now cause I didn't got to read her latest story. I'm so gonna miss her because I'm not even a KaiSoo shipper but she made me love them and she's the only author I come to read since all her fictions are the best. T^T

I was disappointed bec i loved her stories as well! :( But i understand why she did. I've been following her a while and so i knew that it had something to do with a personal struggle for various reasons like stress, and just general mental well-being. i think its also normal for a writer to get frustrated at one point wherein they aren't as satisfied with how they progress in terms of writing skills or what not. Bec i remember she did tweet that she also felt like her writing recently has not been meeting her own expectations of herself, something along those lines. I find that respectable.
But i feel upset now because i've been seeing a lot of untrue things about her circulating in tumblr recently and people seem to believe them. Some of them are so ridiculous. Others have also twisted her words and made them out to be something completely different.

And to add, i don't want people to think that What she did was selfish because even in the past, she stayed humble when writing her fics, even listening to some ideas and thoughts of those readers, not offended easily, and being open to conversation if you sought discussions with her. she always seemed like a guarded person, but she does care, more than what people may think. That's why in a way, i am happy bec she's actually doing something for herself. I feel like she needed this break. So i really do hope people try to understand.

I got to talk to her after she deactivated in aff and before she deleted twitter, and even then, she worried about people thinking they didn't matter to her "when they really did" bec she chose to leave quietly without a word. So even when she finally decided something for herself, she still couldn't stop being considerate about other people. So i don't get why people can't see how genuine she's been all along wtf.

This freaked me out ;; I was just about to read something and it wasn't there. I hope she wasn't hacked or something. Does anyone follow her tumblr? I don't remember her url cause she always changes it :(((

I was literally in the middle of reading LDN, went on to chapter two and it was no longer available ;~; i'm actually panicking, from the one chapter I managed to read of it, she writes literally perfect with every trait I'm looking for ;~;. I'm googling all over the place now, hopefully she'll come back </3

This makes me so sad. I was a big fan of her.

I just read that someone she knows found her accounts....

Omg finally I found someone who noticed it as well. I'm so sad about it and I worry about her. Maybe something happened since she left without saying anything!
I'm gonna check her ask.fm. She might still answers questions there....