got tagged by kyonhae~ (today's her birthday <3)

here we go ^^

1. i'm really slow in understanding things, may it be jokes or other things, i'm a slowpoke (but i'm proud to be one lmao)

2. i look younger than i actually am (i'm almost 19 but i look like 13/14 xD)

3. uhmmm... i don't like shopping. once in a while is okay but every single week.... gawd NO!

4. i'm an lazy and if i say lazy i mean SUPER DUPER FCKING LAZY i can lay in bed 24/7 and not get bored

5. what else....... ah, i'm half chilean, half german but i look like an asian (that's why many ask me if i'm from china, japan or any other asian country)

6. ugh idk i style myself more comfortable than girly. i love sweatpants and long shirts. i like to hide my body (cuz i'm not confident even tho i'm thin) and comfortable clothes are just comfortable so yeah lol (tho i can look girly it's just i'm lazy to put in the effort)

7. i do put on make up, and sometimes i overdo it cuz i don't feel comfortable of other people seeing my bare face (even tho ik i don't look bad without make up)

8. ik i'm not ugly but i'm used to put myself under others cuz i've been doing this my whole life so that's why ik i'm not bad but i can't help but think i'm not as good as someone else

9. i hate fake people. i don't like putting up with them. it makes me angry and then i always tear up or even cry cuz it's frustrating af that i can't do anything about it

10. like i said i tear up or cry whenever i can't change anything even tho i want to. i hate this about myself but oh well.... hahaha that makes me a weakling

11. i'm easy to make happy but it's easy to make me cry too. i'm simple.

12. people tend to misjudge me. i'm usually shy with strangers but i'm actually very ... loud and excited over stupid things. i can get annoying 24/7 and totally drive you insane. but people laugh at me for this lol

13. i can do aegyo (i don't say i'm good) but i don't like doing it lol acting cute through the internet is different than doing it in rl ._.

14. what else is there about me to know...... oh i don't forgive. i can temporally forget things but i'll get reminded of them at unexpected times. the only thing i'm capable of is coping with them. but this is only the case when you've done bad things towards me so if it's something minor like idk then I'll forgive you cuz i love you (i think i do).

15. i easily crush on boys when they're nice to me. but this feeling flies away at some time. i've only been once madly in love (and suffered heartbreak) with someone.

16. my ideal type is kim myungsoo. idky. but my ultimate is sungyeol lol i don't get myself either xD

17. for me the personality is much more important than the looks. if i get to know someone and they've such a nice personality they get thousand times more appealing than someone with good looks will ever.

18. in my heart my family occupies the first place, after that my friends and after that love.

19. hmmm idk what else......... kim sunggyu is my role model. since almost three years now. his voice is the most beautiful voice i've ever heard in my life.

20. finally the last.... ummmm i can be an at times cuz i'm honest af but it's better than lying right? :P

so these are 20 facts about me (i already forgot what i wrote there omg) and i tag anyone who wants to do this so yeah~

see you guys~

oh and before i forget it kyonniiiieeeee happy birhtday to you and your brother once again lmao i hope you've a nice day with the people you love! i sarang you <3<3<3