#WeMissYouKris

 

Here it is....

 

One year. One year of having wounded heart. Some people might not understand me coz they don't know the life of a fangirl. They just don't. One year and i thought i've already moved on. One year and i thought i' m already happy with what you guys have with different paths. One year and i thought the pain is gone. But guess what? I am still crying right now. Crying just like the same day last year. I thought it won't hurt anymore but damn, it still hurts...still fckng hurts. I always said before that my bias is Luhan, but my sisters always say that i am obviously fond with you. And that i realized.that you are really my ultimate bias. I was just oblivious of it. 

 

I fell for this DUMB GIANT whose ARTWORKS ARE FUNNY but still believes that he's the reincarnation of PICASSO. Who hates chicken but ended up liking it. This dork with the beautiful GUMMY SMILE. This guy who thinks he is SUPERMAN and wants to fly to GALAXY. This guy who turns every place to his own fashion ramp. This guy who cares so much about fans, who opens the car just to give them autographs, and the one who picked up a fanletter thrown by their manager. 

 

It was really painful when you left. It's like a first heartbreak which made me think that "are you my first love?" Hates are thrown to you. You were called BETRAYER by so called fans, and what's worse, your fellow members. But you kept mum about everything. You're the picture of a helpless person surrounded by bullies that time. I want to reach out and hug you but i can't. I'm just a FAN. I know that the other members were also hurt but i also know that you are more hurt. Making a decision....a strong one. They have everyone that time. But you have NO ONE. No one to comfort you...there might be few of us that time who defend you but we just can't coz we're too far from you. You are indeed GALAXY...a beauty that is too far to reach. 

 

Now that you are happy, i am also happy for you. You have shown them what you can and you can grow more. But Kris...can't blame me right? I still feel the same pain last year. I am still damn crying. So long, Kris...it's been a year. Some might say that you are WU YI FAN now but i was relieved when you called yourself KRIS WU once again. Such a small thing but means big to me. 

 

From EXOTICS to GALAXY to SQUIDS to EXO-Ls...and now...to your very own MEIGENI. We love you and badly miss you. I'm looking forward to your solo album and future as Actor Wu!

 

#WeMissYouKris

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