To those who have possibly visited my stories list, you would notice the new addition to the collection. The most recent piece of fiction is actually a creation of mine. It's a very old piece of fiction, spouted from a dream to create a db5k story that featured the new generation of idols. Though I think I might be failing, I'm contradicted with another part of my self-conscious that's fighting with the will to continue and finish the story. Which is why, I've transferred it from my previous account and deactivate that account so that I'll no longer go back and forth between accounts. 

The story is called: The Rising. It's about, two siblings, teenagers, just carrying out their day-to-day routines until it all gets disrupted with the presence of a long lost uncle. 

If you're interested, just go ahead and click (name of story above). 

My next announcement (gee, was that an announcement - considered as? sounds about right) is probably the declaration of my somewhat return(?) I mean, I was already on break three weeks ago. I can't believe it myself that three weeks just passed by like that. Soon, college reopens - no, MY RESULTS SHALL BE ANNOUNCED FIRST. SOMEONE KILL ME!! Okay, that's just ... I need consultation. I really felt like I did horribly the last semester and I'm praying for a pass so I won't repeat papers. 

Then I can smoothly move to the next semester and perhaps make up for my grades in the second semester. I want to cry just thinking how horribly I might've done. But I seem to be mixing two stories into one here. Let me revert to the second before moving on to the third story. Second story is that despite being on vacay, I'm currently stuck. I am trying to continue my stories: The Rising and Being There. Especially Being There since I haven't touched it since... ever. During my course, I was just stressed, and freaking out and constantly sought fic writing for solace and comfort and escape. But I never continued the ones that were up in AFF. If the ones I'm writing end up finished, I'll put it up, kay? 

But I am trying, at the same time I don't want to push myself. Because I know, if I push, crap is my product so I'll try to get  my inspiration back up. I recently bought some new reading materials and it's been so long since I've held a story book. When I went shopping for story books with a couple of my buds, I bought in bulk and hyperventilated because I've never bought so many (FIVE BOOKS) with only having take out a couple of tens as payment. Thank you, book vouchers. Hopefully, after having lose myself in those books, my mojo returns. 

Third...

I'll just end it all with - I fear for my results. My heart might give in. 

P.S. I thought I might update you guys since it's been some time since I've blogged. I might delete this because usually my blogposts are never really as personal.