I miss the K-Pop world. I miss reading news about them, I miss watching variety shows, I miss watching their concerts, I miss listening to K-Pop, I miss writing fanfics about K-Pop, I miss reading fanfics about K-Pop, I miss how K-Pop used to bring me joy and happiness, I miss how K-Pop made my sister and I grow closer and closer, I miss the fanchants, I miss the award shows, I miss Gag Concert, I miss Hello Councellor(ignore spelling mistake), I miss Running Man, I miss watching react videos and I miss so many things that it is making sad! I listen to K-Pop every once in a while, I recently started watching variety shows and reading fanfics. But, despite all of that,I can never go back to being a full K-Pop fan. Not many of you know this but K-Pop caused me to have a lot of stress and anxiety because of the stuff that happened in 2014. It brought me so much anxiety that K-Pop itself is a trigger to a lot of things for me. I want things to go back to normal because I just miss everything so much that it hurts but I'm too scared to be in the K-Pop world again.