I've been staring at the stories I've typed over the years (on this account specifically) and to be frank, I am quite astonished at the number of stories I've written. Sometimes, I wonder where do all of them come from, for surely, they couldn't have all come out of my puny little brain. Times like this, I'm really thankful for the talent (if I can call it that) I've been given. Because of that talent, I'm able to write, and through all the stories I've written, I'm able to meet all the amazing people like you readers out there.

I know I've not been updating my stories recently. I guess this whole blog post is to give you an explanation for that. After all, I believe in complete transparency between the author and her readers. I'm lucky enough that you guys like my works. I wouldn't want to leave you all hanging without a proper explanation. Hence, this blogpost is borned.

I'm sure you can guess from the title above that I am currently experiencing a writer's block. Well, the truth is, it has been going on for a really long time now. I spoke with my coauthor, misseujj89 (do check her stories out!) recently and told her that I really have no inspiration to continue Kajima Yunho yah. She asked me, "What's wrong?". I told her I had no idea. It was a difficult question to answer because I really have no idea how this even came about. 

I don't know what to do sometimes. I have no clue on the directions I want my stories to take on from here. I used to heavily emphasise love and friendship in my stories as evidenced by my longest running story, The Phone Call, but are those values really the only ones you need in life? Are they the only things I want to bring across to you readers as important key-striking messages? The more I think along these lines, the more I hesitate and soon, the words leave me and the document on Microsoft Word remains blank.

I don't want to be hasty with my stories, simply because the fanfictions I've written mean so much to me personally.They are my hopes and my dreams for DBSK summarised into words. I write them because I wish it will happen in reality. I write them to comfort and connect with Cassiopeia all over the world. I write them to spread knowledge of DBSK to non-Cassies and keep the faith going strong. 

They are messages to Cassiopeia and DBSK. I won't treat anything like that lightly. Hence, the lack of updates in recent months. Of course, it hasn't only been that. I quarrelled with one of my close friends and decided to break off my friendship with her. It wouldn't be much of a big deal, if not for the fact that said friend was the sole reason this Asianfanfics account was borned. She was a writer and she never failed to encourage the writer spirit in me. Because of her, I dared to publish my works on the Internet. Because of her, I created this Asianfanfics account. She taught me to believe in myself. She taught me to dream big and aim for the moon. Without her, I wouldn't be here blogging this post to you. I guess I'm just sad things ended the way they did. I hate it when something really good ends y'know? Like DBSK's spilt. That really .

I guess I'm just blogging to update you of my life haha. The pains and perks of growing up as a young adult. In any case, there will be no updates till this writer's block sorts out itself. I'm hoping to squeeze something out for the epilogue for The Phone Call but I wouldn't want to write something just for the sake of finishing the story without fulfilling its meaning or purpose. So, in other words, no guarantees regarding the epilogue. I don't want to keep your hopes up for nothing.

Other than that, please accept my sincere apologies to you readers out there for making you wait for an update each time I start a story. I don't think I deserve that much patience so thank you for all the patience you've awarded me. *bows* In return, as a sign of gratitude, I've written a 'limerick' based on the tips of wikiHow shown below.

Limerick Basics:

A limerick has five lines that rhyme AABBA. The first, second, and fifth lines should have eight or nine syllables, while the third and fourth lines should have five or six. A limerick also has a specific rhythm, or “meter,” that is created when syllables are stressed in different ways.

Sample Limerick:

A woman who once heard a mouse

ran screaming all throughout her house.

She sent in the cat

to dispose of the rat

to find it was only her spouse.

My Limerick:

"The sky was filled with countless stars

with five shining lights from afar.

They guide the lost peeps

back to the heart's keep

and show them who they really are."

I wrote it based on Cassiopeia. You can try writing it too. Have fun~

Sincere apologies,

amejunk