Oh my goodness. I am having withdrawal from GOT7. Like after the fanmeet, I can't remember anything apart from the fact that I WAS FREAKING ON STAGE PLAYING A GAME WITH THEM!!

Last night was the best night of my life.

Too much feels raging in me.

1. I got to see GOT7 freaking live.
2. I heard them sing live.
3. I GOT TO PLAY A GAME WITH THEM
4. I got a signed poster.
5. I held Youngjae's hand
6. I talked to Jackson
7. AND MARK, don't get me started on that.
8. I got a solo shot with all 7 of them
9. I saw Mark and Jackson fly LIVE.
10. MY LETTERS WERE PASSED TO THEM MUAHAHAAH

 It's too much for me to take.

I didn't win the lucky draw for a signed gift from GOT7 but I gained more than that last night!

The programme's schedule was:

• Their intro video
• Stop stop it and Gimme performance
• Girls Girls Girls and A MV showcase
• GOT7 introduction
• GAME 1 [Modeling with the members]
• Moonlight and Forever Young performance
• GAME 2 [Blindfold]
• BamBam's birthday event
  • ​Fanmade video
  • Birthday cake celebration
• GOT7 farewell messages
• A and Girls Girls Girls performance
• Encore: Bounce by all members

First, the first part was to choose 7 people to play a modeling game with them. And the MC chose ridiculous stuffs haha. Like, those with sunglasses please remain standing. I was like who brings sunglasses, and there were a few girls. They did the modeling thingy with GOT7, and boy did I almost die from jealousy.

Then, JJJ were told to pick three seat numbers from a bowl. The first one was Jackson and he picked a V row seat. I was sitting at V29, so my hopes were up. But then again, I was never the lucky one. So when the seat number was announced, it really wasn't me. It would be a complete lie if I said I wasn't disappointed, although I had mentally prepared myself.

The other two seats were from the T row. They received a signed album from GOT7 and the girl in front of me was chosen.

She was sitting at Row U, seat 31. When Jackson was calling out the seat number, they were like: "U... U... YUGYEOM!" Then Yugyeom came running into his arms and they hugged. Awww ♡♡♡

I was just a row and two seats behind her. :(

So close yet so far huh.

THEN THERE WAS THE BLINDFOLD GAME!

I was rather sad I wasn't chosen so I decided to give my all the next time they asked for the audience to go on the stage.

The MC asked, "Now who wants to be paired with Yugyeom?" The people jumped and someone was chosen.

Then, he asked for a partner for JB.

Okay, I admit. I wanted Jackson, so I didn't try my best for Yugyeom or JB. #sorryYugyeomStans #sorryJBstans

Then Jackson was up next. The MC asked and I jumped like I was walking in fire. But, to my disappointment, I failed to get that spot. So I've decided, although I can't be partnered with Jackson, being close to them, I will be super estatic already.

So when then the MC asked, "Who wants to be partnered with Youngjae?"

I jumped. I waved the little Jackson fanboard I had and jumped like crazy.

The perks of sitting near the aisle, got me what I wanted.

The MC pointed at my direction and said, "You, in the batman shirt."

I didn't hear batman, I heard black shirt. So I turned, I was thinking: It couldn't be me cause I was never that lucky. Until the MC said, "Yes you. Don't look behind. You are the only girl in a batman shirt."

I WAS LIKE FAK IS THIS TRUE? IT'S ME?! IT'S REALLY ME?!!?!?!?!?!?!

I grabbed my phone and my letters and ran down faster than the speed of a bullet. Holy . My mind went blank. Totally blank. I was shaking so hard when I was at the foot of the stage. I was super glad that I took my letters out in advance.

The backstage crew ushered the chosen ones up to the stage and we were told to stand at the side.

I was so excited and blabbered to the girl next to me. Thank god for her, cause we could fangirl together although we were strangers. We even held hands cause we were both shaking so hard. We were like: OMG is this real?

And boy. I was so freaking close to the members. So. Freaking. Close.

JB was just right there. Right in front of me. Just freaking 5 steps in front of me. The MC then handed the person chosen for JB to him.

Then Yugyeom, he was looking at our direction with that smile. Oh god, someone hold me. Then the person chosen for him walked towards him.

Then when it was Wang's turn, there were 3 girls up on the stage. The MC had the three of them choose between themselves with the Black or White hand game method. And the winner walked over to Jackson. 

THEN WANG JACKSON WALKED OVER. THAT WANGSTER WALKED OVER TO US. Because he was curious I guess.

Seeing my ultimate bias so freaking close to me, I panicked. HAHA, my hands kept shaking. I look at him and I was like "Hi Jackson." Thrice. But he just gave me a smile and brought his partner away.

BUT A SMILE WILL SUFFICE.

Then the MC asked who was Youngjae's partner, I quickly rose my hand, cause the other two girls that didn't win the chance to be with Jackson were told to go back to their seats.

Thank goodness I was the only one with the batman shirt so the MC guided me to Youngjae. AND YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT?!?!?!

Youngjae freaking held his hand out for me and I HELD HIS HAND OH GOD OH GOD his hand is so smooth omg *squeals*

He gave me that smile of his and guided to his side. I glanced at Mark who was beside him and smiled. I don't know how, but I ended up standing behind Youngjae and I asked, "Can I give these to you?"

He looked over his shoulder and replied me [in english], "Give me what?" I held the letters to him and he clapped his hands together and said, "It's okay."

I held onto the letters, so that I could try again later. Then the others were brought to the other members.

Youngjae then gave me a smile and motioned me to stand next to him. And....

LET THE GAME BEGIN~

The members were to put a blindfold on us. They were supposed to change places when we were blindfolded and we were supposed to guess who was behind us. They would make some sort of a sound to aid us in recognising them.

So, with that done. I shall tell you guys who I experienced.

Youngjae stood behind me to put on the blindfold. (You know like the back hug kind) And he super tall omg. My eye level was somewhere near his chin.

(Yugyeom is super tall omg like tall only sia)

As Youngjae placed the blindfold on me, he did so very gently, like he was a fraid of hurting me. After he adjusted twice, his voice appeared beside my ear asking if I was okay. I just nodded with a stupid smile on my face.

That smile/girn appeared ever since I stood at the side of the stage.

One of my biggest fear was being blind. I couldn't stand being blindfolded because the darkness scares me. But being there on the stage, being blindfold, and standing with GOT7 made me feel so at ease. Like nothing was ever going to happen to me with them around. And Youngjae next to me~

The MC told the boys to change their places and they did.

Being blindfolded, your other senses heightens. So my hearing was super clear. I could hear the boys running around and I believe that Jackson was one of the few that pounded their feet around me, trying to fake running or something like that. And I was positive that Jackson was the one who shouted/screamed near my place.

That Wangster...

Then when it was all done, the MC told us one by one to choose who was behind me. The first 3 answered and when it was my turn, the person behind me made a high pitched 'peew' sound and I was told to guess.

The first 2 were words, until the one next to me and my turn came, weird noises like that above sounded.

How I was able to recognise who was behind me?

But when I heard the sound behind me, something clicked in me. Immediately, one name popped up in my head.

Mark.

The girl beside me said Mark, and I contemplated if I should change my answer, but no other name could surface in my head. I was thinking of changing my answer to Yugyeom but I figured it wasn't him. So I stuck with Mark.

AND BOY, I WAS GLAD I DID.

And when I answered, the audience was screaming so wildly, I was confident I got the answer right.

The other girls got their chance to answer the MC and the blindfolds were taken off by the members behind us. The moment my blindfold was taken off, I looked to my right and Mark's face appeared in front of my eyes.

Can you imagine how my poor heart reacted when Mark appeared just so close to me?

He popped out, from behind me, just inches from my face with that grin he always has. That beautiful smile of his. And I squealed, and covered my mouth in shock as he gave me that grin. He then smiled at me <3

It turned out that I was the only one that got the answer right.

THE ONLY ONE.

Mark gave me a proud smile and the MC held onto my wrist and held it high.

I smiled back at Mark and he placed his hand on back, guiding me a step backwards.

HE HAD A HAND ON MY BACK, OMG MARK. MARK OH EM GEE.

I received the signed poster like the others and when Mark gave it to me, he was sporting that same smile he had.

Someone hold me.

I'm hyperventilating.

And guess what I got as my prize?

YES, A SOLO SHOT WITH THE SEVEN OF THEM. ALL SEVEN!

The MC made me remain on the stage for the photo. I was so shocked I didn't know how to react, and I just glanced at all members. They gave me a really proud smile and we posed at the centre of the stage for the photographer to snap a photo of us.

I then walked to Jackson and held out the letters to him. He looked at me and then glanced at the letters in my hand.

"Is this for me?" He asked.

Omg, his voice I swear is like music up close.

I nodded with a smile.

"Yeah, and for the rest too."

Isn't he super sweet *stares dreamily in the distance*

I then decided on asking him another question.

"Jackson," I called and he looked at me. "Can I ask you for a hug?"

He looked at me and smiled.

"I'm not sure about that."

I nodded and the MC walked towards me.

"What is it?"

"I asked if Jackson could give me a hug."

The MC looked at me and shook his head.

"I'm sorry, he can't."

I nodded and went to the backstage crew to give my particulars to get the picture with the seven of them. I forgot to ask when I could receive the photo though >.<

I then walked down the stage, and I forgot to turn back and wave goodbye to them.

I forgot to tell Jackson that I love him.

I forgot to ask Mark for a hug too, since he was behind me.

But I'm already contented with the signed poster and the super close interaction with them.

And you know what I can't get over?

I heard from the others, that Jackson took a step towards me. The crowd awwed at him but I DIDN'T FREAKING KNOW.

One of the girls I went there with, told me he wanted to give me a hug, but...

I DIDN'T FREAKING KNOW.

I SHOULD HAVE TURNED AROUND, SHOULDN'T I?!?!?!

OH GOD.

I didn't know...

Help me.

But the fact that I saw them up close was enough.

Although I have regrets on thing I didn't do, me being with GOT7 there on stage... SUPER AWESOME~~

All 7 of them are super handsome in real life. More handsome than on videos and on tv. I swear.

Mark.

Jaebum.

Jackson.

Jinyoung.

Youngjae.

Bambam.

Yugyeom.

All 7 were like angels from the heavens. And I am so glad I was chosen to be part of the audience to get on stage with them.

Yesterday was the best night of my teenage life!

And on a special note;

Youngjae said, "Singapore, I love you lah!"

Then Junior was upset cause;

1. Jackson forgot Junior's birthday
2. The MC didn't pass him the poster to pass to his partner
3. The MC pronounced his name as Jay-Ar, instead of Junior

​He even stomped off to backstage because of these issues. JB, Mark and Jackson kept pulling him back onto the stage ^^

​English explosion from Junior last night ahahaha

When I was on stage with Mark, Jackson appeared in front of me and tapped on Junior's shoulder. Then they were talking about no birthday. HAHA these cute people <3

And during the last part, Girls Girls Girls, I FREAKING SAW MARK AND JACKSON FLIP AND FLY THROUGH THE AIR.

LIVE.

I SAW THEM DO THEIR BEST TRICKING LIVE.

GOODNESS.

I LOVE YOU GOT7. SARANGHABNIDA~

Thank you for the awesome night last night. You guys need to rest well okay? GOT7 hwaiting! I can't wait to see you guys fulfil your promise to us, ahgases~

I shall wait for your promised full concert in Singapore.

GOT7 is the best <3

The memory from last night will be with me throughout my whole life. I love you <3

- ecstasyninja [belle]

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UPDATE:

I FOUND THE VIDEO OH GOD, OF ME ON STAGE OH GOD