These 'daily blogs'  are absolutely not daily anymore and more like weekly, but I am too lazy to change the title.

So today was day one of VIXX encore convert UTOPIA and.. I spent the whole day studying and writing a fic. I did a massive progress in my studies and made a presentation for work AND finished my first real bottom!TaekWoon fic "I Love You, Hyung" (It's Leo x HongBin, by the way) and all in all it's a super productive day to my mind. I've been sitting in the same spot from 11AM and now it's 8PM and my back is killing me but I feel super satisfied. I do hope that I will be as productive tomorrow as well! But now bac to UTOPIA.

It was forbidden to take photos and videos during the concert but I am so happy that some fansites managed to do it still. The boys looked stunning and all stages were flawless and DAMN the solo stage list got me excited as hell!

Hakyeon: Epic dance stage
TaekWoon: a song in Korean with performance that reminds of a musical
JaeHwan: Adele's  "Rolling in the Deep"
Wonsik: his new rap track "Ghost"
HongBin: dance + fight(?) stage
SangHyuk: playing piano and singing Jeff Bernat's 'Call You Mine'

My life right now depends or whether or not will I see full performance from HongBin~
There's only these 20 seconds available and I need MORE https://twitter.com/YoungSoonGi/status/581873884129046528

Also Hakyeon's hair is blue (!!!) and Hyuk's is more red and I just sd nfljsbdfj'sdbvfksdh.|
And JaeHWan baby cried because of banner project T_T

I have NEVER been to a VIXX concert because my financial situation when they were in Europe in atumn last year and now I hope and pray that they will come to Europe with UTOPIA. It's a legit physical need to see them live. I need to hear and see them to live, I am not joking. Lately they have been giving so much strength and so much energy to me both creative and just life energy as such and I just need another boost for them. I NEED UTOPIA EUROPE!!!

T_T

Please, pray with me for at leats one Europe concert or else I will disolve into atoms.

EDIT:

This https://twitter.com/YoungSoonGi/status/581881515518373888 simple 30 second video of Hongbin made me cry so bad T_T