Hi there!! 

It's been a while since I wrote a blog. And it seems like when I do write a blog it's a personal one. Lately, I've been doing a lot of thinking about the world and what not and the more I express my views to others the weirder I feel. I've been kinda busy but it's Friday and I have nothing to do so I'll talk about something that's been on my mind.

Am I too comfortable with my uality?? You might ask what does that mean. I'll explain.

My boyfriend asked me if I would ever have a . I told him yeah. He took that as a sign that I was biual. Does equal biuality?? I would have a with a girl or a boy. It doesn't matter. It wouldn't be anytime soon but I would someday. He also asked me if I would ever kiss a girl. I also said yes. Now he keeps calling me a lesbian as a joke.

I am heteoual as of right now. When I imagine myself in love I picture a boy. Not a girl. But then again that could change if the the "right person" comes around.

Unlike a lot of people I know homouals don't freak me out. I think lesbians and gays are people like everyone else. I'll be friends with them. I don't mind hearing their ual experiences. I watch several gay youtube channels. And Yuri (opposite of ) doesn't even bother me.  

My friend was telling me about a girl she knows told her she had a dream that she kissed her. My friend was was freaked out about it. Honestly I've had dreams where I kissed a girl. I didn't go crazy. And if a girl told me they kissed me in their dream I would look like this (O.o) but I wouldn't feel bad about it.

What I want to know is why people are so defensive about ual orientations. Being called lesbian is not the worst thing in the world. And being open about the same doesn't change who you are attracted too. Women are beautiful. I am not afraid to say it. They are soft, curvy, and sometimes more gently and understanding. Me and my friends kiss each other on the cheek and touch each others s and butts for fun all the time. But we have boyfriends and like boys. It's possible to be straight and comment on a females looks. 

I used to feel insecure about my uality. I used to feel "gay" because I would think a girl was pretty or watch lesbian . I also noticed that people are so afraid of being called "gay" that they won't hug or complement the same . Isn't it a shame how we act even in these modern times??

But I realize that your uality is only important to you and your partner(s). People need to just "let it go. let it go." and stop being so homophobic.  Love who wanna you love. Be who you wanna be. 

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