I stopped by my Twitter account yesterday and heard that Jessica has deleted her SNSD related photos. Well I can't help but feeling sad because of it. Especially this one: her weibo post on Tiffany's bday at 2013.

It makes me think what is the reason behind her action?

I don't know. I don't have some kind of ability to read someone's mind or to know what they are feeling or to look back at what happened in the past.
I'm just a born human. But I have my sense of feeling. And this sense of mind telling me that Soshibond is real in the first place.
Maybe some will say it is not considering Jessica's issue last year. But as naive as I can be, I still believe Soshibond is something definite.

Girls' Generation started as 9 young girls who were passionate in dancing and singing and had worked hard to reach their dream to hit the stage. They worked and grew up together as one, under the name of Girls' Generation. They gained more fame and more acknowledgement as time went by. Yet they keep humble and never stop thanking and loving us, their fans.

One of the reason behind all of those things is their strong friendship, as we know called Soshibond.
They have gone through a lot of hardships that shaped their friendship into a beautiful and strong one that they already claimed themselves as one family. It's not something built in just one or two years. It's been 7 years since their debut, not just that, some of them have been together for longer time. In this case, Jessica was trained for 7 years before their debut. That counts as 14 years of friendship. Heck, some said this 14 years of friendship is a bull and accused of bullying in behind the scene. Is that logical?

Again, I don't know what really happened that made Jessica separated from the group. I bet this is not an easy situation. Either love or dream. It's a sensitive thing. And both party must have their own justification and also their own mistake. But they are just too stubborn to cool their head together and talk with each other in a kinship way. As the result, nothing solved.

Why would Jessica erased all the weibo pictures related to SNSD? That's one big question for me. First one, she is told to do so. Second one, the pictures hurts her feeling everytime she looks at it. Third one, the pictures makes her missing other members. Fourth one, the pictures remind her what the other members mean for her and that triggers a regret inside her. Fifth one, only heaven knows.

It brings out another question into my mind. In the post above, she mentioned herself that Tiffany is her bestfriend, now is her family.
What is bestfriend actually? What is family at all?
And then,
Can you just back out on your bestfriend you have considered family because of one problem, regardless how big the issue is?
Can you really hate your bestfriend? Can you really forget your bestfriend? Can you just throw up all the memories you have with someone you've been together for half of your life?
Can you?
I don't think so.
It will only give you more pain. You act like you're okay without them, but at the deepest part of your heart, they will always keep floating back to your mind.
Bestfriend and family is what a home really is. Where you can be comfortable and safe, because it based on love. And love always take you back at home. No matter how much you feel the anger and disappointment, love can actually heal it, in its own way.
I believe in that too to happen in their life.
No matter how much disappointment or resentment or anything Jessica feels toward the other members and vice versa, I believe that love will finally brings them back together as one. Maybe in one year, two years, five years or more, but it will eventually happen.
I hope they will realize it soon, and starts knocking on each other's heart. Apologize and come to love each other again.

In the end, love is forgiving and love is uniting.