I knew this day was coming but I still held on hope that it won't happen and blocked it out of my head and now that day is here and I am literally in tears I don't know how to cope.

Everyone seem to be taking the news well though, which is nice. Se7en has been such an amazing influence to the new brees of YG Family and I am so torn to see him leave. I don't wanna believe it but its true and I hate it. I can't help but bring back old memories. GD used to have such a hyung crush on him. He gave TOP his name. Bigbang their name. He was the first Korean singer I really listened to, though I listened to a lot of kpop then, I never bothered learning the names of the singers or whatever but Se7en just hooked me. Gosh this is so difficult. I feel like I am losing a member of my own family. It's stupid, I know. I would probably see him around still, but he will have other people around him now. Less interaction with the rest of YG fam. Its just so sad.

I hope he will do well though. I hope he is happy and I wish him success. I know his bond with YG fam won't just vanish. He mentored the kids, gave them advise and took care of them. I know they are going to remain friends. I know he thinks the world of papa YG and he will be taken care of, even if he is not signed with the company anymore. I will just have to be satisfied with that.