Dear readers;

So recently I put up a note on suicide.

First and foremost, if I offended you, I am deeply sorry. I have been told that I do not understand and I had already accepted that fact, but I didn't put it up there to tell people that they should be thinking how I'm thinking.

Though often, I have thought that that would be nice, if some people could think about things the way I think about things.

I put it up there because I needed a vent, and this piece of junk I call a laptop is not exactly sympathetic. It will just remind me that I've homework to do, notifications to catch up on.

I thought long and hard about deleting it, but I couldn't bring myself to.

Because that would be bending to the people who don't like being told the views of other people.

Let's say that I'm a painter, an artistic painter, and I've got a blank canvas, 6 hours of spare time.

So I'll paint.

I'll paint, and paint, and paint.

Let's say I paint a portrait, but it's really beautiful, like someone captured Aphrodite in all her glory, rising from the sea.

Let's say a group of lower working class society is offended by this portrait, currently on the market for hundreds of dollars.

So will I destroy it, because a group of people is offended and blinded to its beauty?

Or will I continue to sell it, until an art connoisseur buys it?

Society tells me that more money is a good thing.

Thus, the second option, the love child of my brush and 6 hours.

I sent a message to my friend about her coming over on Saturday. And on the end, I almost tagged on, 'I love you!'

And then I realised that she already knew.

Yours sincerely,

Jayjay

P.S. Korey/everyone, I would like to tell you that you're doing a good job of whatever it is that you're doing.

P.P.S. Michaela, men like that are very sleazy as a general rule....

P.P.P.S. Issy, I'm sorry to hear you broke your TOP (after all, we didn't cry at recess for nothing... and it was blue TT^TT) but I believe we call it a bottle CAP ;)