Too Late
A FarewellDear Jonghyun,
I’m sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t give you my love and adoration. You were one of the first idols I learned about and recognized in this community. You gave me comfort and laughs (you still and always will). I’m sorry I wasn’t able to support you and I’m sorry for not seeing how far gone you were.
It reminds me how I didn’t know my best friend of 12yrs, practically my sister was bulimic, cutting herself, and was so depressed that she was sent to rehab. I feel the same uselessness I felt that same day and it’s too late.
It’s too late...
How did we not notice your pain? I don’t know, you were so clear and honest, and did we just turn away from the reality? Did we just want to see the happy part? Maybe...and that cost us a wonderful person’s life. You planned this...you said goodbye and said you’ll rest in December. I hope you’re sleeping well.
Do Angels sleep?
I hope you’re ok and that my God welcomes your beautiful personality to his kingdom. You will be missed dearly by so many and I hope you can take care of your beautiful Pearl Aqua ocean. I hope that one day we may meet in the fields of paradise with your breathtaking smile that gave me courage to go on.
From, a person who will miss a talented, beautiful, young man who the world did not deserve.
P.S;: so many took you and your work for granted. It pains me to see many ppl just using you and it makes my skin crawl for how wrong that is. You don’t deserve this treatment.
Please smile, please take care of your brotherS and Sm family from above, God knows how they’re feeling....
I love you.
See you later.
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