Who Is There For Me Now?
A FarewellHey Jonghyun hyung,
I still can't believe this happened you were so much perfect and talented in my eyes. You were the talkative and overactive member in SHINee. You always supported us... smiling like this... I miss your smile, your beautiful heart and your warm eyes that always shone with so much emotions. I'm so sorry for not noticing you even though you send so much hints through your songs. You didn't even gave me a chance to hug you, to say you were an amazing person, to say how much you were talented. I feel like the comfort I got from you guys vanished like a morning dew caught in sunlight. You were always there for me whenever I feel like I'm gradually drowning. My little sunshine... Who is there for me now?
I miss you hyung... I miss you a lot. I'm still trying. I'm trying my best for you. What you felt, I know how it feels... I know it a lot. I'm sorry that I couldn't help you like you did to me. You will still remain in my heart like a precious gem. I remember this one thing you said... " Cry out once. Look at the mirror and shake it off. I have cried like this before and everyone will have times like this too. cheer up, you are not alone." But you were alone weren't you? From now on you won't be you'll have a lot of angels and cupids to play with you and keep you accompany. You'll always be happy. You deserve it more than anyone hyung. I wish you all the happiness in the world. To me you are still living as a beautiful angel. Please look after me.... Are you smiling now? I hope you are... See, I'm smiling for you. :)
Love you Jjong. Rest in peace... We'll always miss you.... Rock the heaven with your Kazoo.
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