la douleur exquise

Description

Kyungsoo tells himself he’s happy. Tells himself that this is what he wanted; that Chanyeol’s rough yet nimble fingers fit perfectly between the spaces of his own – better than Jongin's did.

But not wanting something is different from being told you can't have it, and unfortunately, Kyungsoo learns this the hard way.

Foreword

[ la douleur exquise (n. french) : the heart-wrenching pain of wanting someone unattainable ]

Translations

[ Russian ]

Title: la douleur exquise

Pairing: kaisoo ft. chansoo + kaistal

Length: 4,000+

Rated: NC – 15

Warnings: Implied Infidelity, Implied ual Content, and Brief Language

Notes: This is gonna be vERY SAD and kind of long for a drabble and im sorry

Auther's Official Tracklist

[ YT Playlist ]

Dancing On My Own - Calum Scott [Cover]

Stone Cold - Demi Lovato

All I Wanted - Paramore

Tokyo Girl - Yozoh

If You - BIGBANG

White Night - NELL

Better Than Me - Hinder

Only You - Matthew Perryman Jones

Thinking of You - Katy Perry

My Love is Crying - K. Will

I Hate Myself - K. Will

Credits

Graphic created by {Beauty Lies Within Graphics}

 

Author's Thoughts
honeygoms
[11.20.15] Russian translation is available! Link in foreword :)
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Memexo #1
Chapter 1: Probably I am the only Chansoo shipper here:)
sabra114 #2
Chapter 1: I'm crying.. He deserves every bit of it and it's making me sad..
Memexo #3
Chapter 1: Aww.. Hope Yeollie takes care of Soo
At1stsight #4
Chapter 1: Ah, karma, but such sad karma. This was really well-written and portrayed their story very nicely. You could feel Soo's regrets, and it leaves me wondering where he goes from here. He probably knows he ought to move on from Yeol, but part of me thinks he wants to torture himself some more to pay penance for what he did to Jongin. ;_; Good job!!
akaonim #5
Chapter 1: This hurts!
Kyungpenguinsoo #6
Chapter 1: MY PILLOW IS WET MY HEAD IS DIZZY AND I MUST SAY THAT THIS IS A MASTERPIECE IM A SOBBING MESS
exeles #7
i remember reading this last year and now i found this fic again and im still a sobbing mess omfg this is so beautiful and so heartbreaking at the same time poor kyungsoo :'(((( his wedding speech really broke my heart OTL what karma does to you is just—


oh god
guiltyple4sure #8
Chapter 1: My dear god, this can't be any sadder T.T
kairisoo #9
Chapter 1: This is very sad. I can't even put my words properly. Just very,very sad.
spacerhyme #10
Chapter 1: One more thing, thank you for writing this, i love it, do you by any chance joining any fic fest thats been happening rn? I really hope u do, im so excited about the fic fest! Love you, xoxo
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