During HyunMi's check up
I sat patiently in Hyungnim's office. I've been here for 5 minutes already. I wonder what the whole meeting is all about.
"Oh, you're here already?" hyungnim entered. I stood up and bowed
"Annyeonghaseyo Hyungnim" I greeted
"Annyeong. Take your seat." he told me, and I obeyed.
"Hmm... what's all this meeting about?" I curiously asked while he took his seat. One picture from his folders flew. It was a gorgeous picture of Yuri of SNSD.
He caught me looking at it and suddenly covered the picture with his hands. He cleared his throat to get my attention.
"Uhmm... Let's discuss your Japan debut first." he started. Hearing those words made my heart skip a beat. Japan. I've been waiting for this news since we discovered that we had many fans in Japan. I wanted to debut in Japan so bad!
"Jeongmal!? So???" I asked impatiently. I hope we made it!
"So... YOU'LL BE DEBUTING IN JAPAN!" hyungnim announced. I jumped off of my seat. Yelling like a complete crazy head. YES!!!
"Heheh. Calm down Jinyoung." hyungnim told me. I sat down again on my chair.
"You'll be deubuting a couple of weeks before Christmas" hyungnim continued.
"Yes!" I said. I really can't hide my excitement.
"But, before going to Japan... There's another thing I want to talk to you. Serious." hyungnim changed into his he's-the-boss tone.
I listened careful at his words, but the smile on my face just didn't fade away too fast.
She was beautiful. I admit it. She has a wonderful smile, eyes, lips, laugh. I know. I already met her in Music Core, and she's just so sweet. She's shy at times, but all in all, she's a nice person. But I wonder what does she have to do with this meeting...
"SNSD's manager and I had a little talk last week, and they were thinking to couple-up with our company." he started
"Couple-up???" I repeated
"Ne. In other words, pairing-up a love team. And since Yuri hasn't been linked or coupled-up with someone before, their manager, as well as the girls, picked her." he continued. "Now, I've accepted the offer to look for the perfect guy to pair-up with her. And since B1A4 and SNSD already met. I thought that one of you guys can do it"
"Mwo?" I said. I was serious this time, all smiles faded from my face.
"This is just for fanservice and exposure of course. Many SONEs wondered about Yuri's love life, as well as the BANAs with yours. I just wondered if you can be paired up with her..." he said. He trailed off, I think.
"So... I'll be coupled with someone who I don't know that much. Nice. -.-" I told him sarcastically.
"It's not like that really. If you consider the idea, you'll just spend time with each other more. To gain some... adoration" he picked the word carefully.
"I don't know" I told him
"This is a new experience Jinyoung. An opportunity in some point. If you just act sweet with each other, many will recognize B1A4..." he trailed off.
"I'll.... I'll think of it..." I said with hesitation in my voice.
"Really? Well, please think of it carefully" he said in a pleading tone. Does this really mean a lot to him? To us? I'm a bit confused now. >.<
"It's a... new experience you said." I smiled a little and bid goodbye. I was about to go out the door when Hyungnim reached out for me
"Wait! Before you leave! You can't tell the other members about Yuri... and the love team thing." he said
"Wae?" I asked
"I'll be the one to discuss that with them." he simply said. I nodded, more confused, and left.
At the dorm...
I arrived home. HyunMi and the others still haven't arrive. I hope she's fine. She's a coward when it comes to a hospital. Kekek.
I went straight to our room and laid down on bed.
Should I accept the offer? If I accept it... HyunMi.... might think...
My thoughts were cut off by a voice
"We're home~" Channie shouted. He went to our room, dragging my HyunMi along.
"Ya, don't drag her like that" I told him. I was worried that her stitch might loosen
"Oh, mianhae" Channie said
"It's fine." HyunMi told me, smiling brightly. I smiled back as a response. They both climbed up to the upper deck of the bed.It was quiet a bit then they suddenly started giggling. Ah~ this kid. Kekek
Then a thought struck me,
What if I ask her about it? Well, not directly. But close to it... She wouldn't mind...
I started practicing my questions. I didn't want to slip and tell her everything that Hyungnim told me.
Some minutes passed and I peeked up to the upper deck. Their backs were facing me, and they were still giggling.
"What are you doing?" I asked. They both jumped. HyunMi even bumped her head on the ceiling.
"Aww! Aww! Aww!" she said while holding her head.
"Ah, mianhaeyo! Are you okay?" I worried. I didn't knew that they'll get surprise.
"Ne. I'm fine" she said and faced me.
"Hyung, what are you doing scaring people like that?" Channie complained.
"Mianhae. I just... wanted to talk to HyunMi about something" I told him and eyed on HyunMi
"Oh, what is it Oppa?" she asked me.
"Uhmm..." I trailed off, looking at Channie
"Arasseo. I'll leave then." Channie said with a smirk on his face. He jumped down and went outside the room, closing the door behind him.
I just wanted him to leave for a bit. No need to close the door though.
"So, what did you wanted to say Oppa?" she asked and went down, sitting beside me at the lower deck.
"You're a Bana, ne?" I started. She nodded proudly. "What if.. I've been paired up with some other famous celebrity?" I asked.
"Paired up?" she asked, tilting her head to side.
I was about to explain to her what I mean, but she suddenly spoke
"Oh! Like a love team or something?" she said.
"Well, something like that..." I told her, trying to avoid that word. She's a smart fangirl . So she knows that love teams are just forced celebrities acting sweet together.
"Mwo? Do you mean.... you like someone Oppa?" she curiously asked
"Uhmm... I guess so..." I awkwardly smiled at her. Okay. I wasn't expecting that.
"So you mean... you have a star in mind to court or date?" she asked. Is she a detective or something?! Well, might as well play along.
"Ya! Just answer the question" I said, blushing a bit. To make it realistic. Kekek.
She looked at me with surprised eyes.
"Uhmm.. well... Some Banas might get a bit jealous and protest... but everyone will still support and love you" she answered with a smile. It was a different smile. Not her usual smile, but it wasn't her beautiful smile that I like as well. Gosh. This girl has a lot of smile.
"But, if you weren't just a Bana. I mean, what if I was your... bias???" I asked. I felt the blood rushing inside my cheeks.
"Actually... you are my bias Oppa. Kekek." she giggled shyly. "I'm not gonna get mad. I'll still keep on supporting you"
"Jeongmal? I'm your bias?" I asked
"Ne" she answered with a shy smile. Blushing light pink.
"Oh... so you like me?" I teased
"Ya... only as my bias" she admit. Oh, really? Kekek
"Well, uhmm..." I scratched the back of my head, hesitating to ask her my next question.
"But... don't you like me more than as your bias?" I blushed. She also blushed. Hers were bright red, while I think mine is crimson red already.
"Of course not Oppa. You're like my older brother you know" she winked. What!?
"But... the interview..." I trailed off, letting her to recall by herself.
"Oh... uhmm.. the person is really..." she started but paused. It was a long pause... then she continued.
"The person I was really pertaining to was Taemin Oppa." she siad
"So the person you kissed was... Taemin?" I asked, a bit embarassed.
"Ne. Well, I also kissed you the same day. I'm sorry if you got confused. But after I left, we had practice. And when Taemin came, he bought me my favorite ice cream. So I kissed him as a thank you. Yeah, I'm a sucker for ice cream. Kekek." she said while looking at the ground.
"Does he.. know?" I asked. I felt my tears building up inside my eyes. I didn't looked at her as well.
"Aniyo. The person he knows is... you" she giggled a bit.
"Oh. Arasseo..." I said, sucking up my tears in. "Go--gomawo"
"For answering my questions... honestly." I said, stressing the word. You just told me things way too honest. T.T
"Oh. Well.. You're welcome Oppa." she smiled at me
I flashed her a fake smile. It's been awhile since I used that smile.
"I'll be going now." she said and left the room.
I feel my heart sinking. I laid down and my tears just burst out of my eyes.
I... I can't believe it! How can I be so stupid!? I assumed things out of mind! Of course she just liked me as her... bias And the one she truly loves is... Lee Taemin. Everything was too obvious! I shouldn't have expected so much. It hurts... It just hurts!!! It hurts more than how a blade cuts through your flesh. It's more painful than a gun shot. I just can't help feeling too hurt about what I've heard. If people think of this as a drama I'm just acting... Well, this is real for me. I've never expected this much from the person I thought that loves me back.
Now that I've discovered things... I have no more reason not to accept Hyungnim's offer.
The only thing that kept me from accepting it was HyunMi. I thought that she might misunderstand. But it seems that she'll not care much about it. This a new experience. An opportunity.
"Well, uhmm..." he scratched the back of his head. "But... don't you like me more than as your bias?"
I blushed. Why are you asking these things Oppa? Omo. Eotteokhe?!
"Of course not Oppa. You're like my older brother you know" I winked. And I just told him the biggest lie ever!
"But... the interview..." he trailed off. I remember everything that day. Omo! What will I do!?
"Oh... uhmm.. the person is really..." I started but paused.
"The person is really... you. " I thought. I was planning to tell him everything already. But I can't find the guts to do it. I know I told myself I won't hide my feelings anymore... but I just can't.... AGH! I'm so messed up right now!
"The person I was really pertaining to was Taemin Oppa." I lied. The 2nd biggest lie ever!
"So the person you kissed was... Taemin?" he asked, a bit shy. Not really... =.=
"Ne. Well, I also kissed you the same day. I'm sorry if you got confused. But after I left, we had practice. And when Taemin came, he bought me my favorite ice cream. So I kissed him as a thank you. Yeah, I'm a sucker for ice cream. Kekek." I said while looking at the ground. This is just a story I came up with... and....
I don't have the right to show my face to him! I'm a big fat liar! I even brought up Taemin's name! I don't like Taemin. But.... I panicked. T.T Agh! Fuck! You're so stupid HyunMi! You should die right now you know that!?!?!
"Does he.. know?" he asked. I still didn't looked at him.
"Aniyo. The person he knows is... you" I faked a giggle. Because you really are the one who I like. Most especially the one I love.
"Oh. Arasseo...Go--gomawo" he said
"For answering my questions... honestly." he stressed the word. Did I hurt him or something? It didn't show, but I could feel his regret. Regret for questioning me. What have you done HyunMi!? You're such a pabo!
"Oh. Well.. You're welcome Oppa." I faked a smile.
Oh yeah, fake a smile! That would do a lot more better HyunMi! Fuck you! Psssh~!!!
He suddenly flashed a smile. He was... okay... T.T
"I'll be going now." I said. I can't take what I'm doing anymore! I didn't had the guts to confess, but I had the guts to lie!?!?! You're so screwed up HyunMi! >.<
I was heading straight to my room when Channie saw me.
"HyunMi-ah~" he called my name. I just ignored him. And rushed to my room I'm really pissed off of myself Channie. Mianhae.
I reached my room and slammed the door shut. I ran to my bed and just let myself fall on it. I grabbed a pillow and covered my face.
"LEE HYUNMI! YOU'RE SUCH A LIAR! A PABO! A...A JERK! YOU'RE THE WORST!!!" I burst all of my anger at my pillow. I was just so angry at myself that tears were falling out of my eyes.
I didn't notice that Channie entered my room and heard all of what I said.
"HyunMi-ah, what's wrong?" he spoke in a worried tone. I peeked one eye out, and a tear escaped that exposed eye.
"Ya, why are you crying?" he asked, shocked to see that one little tear.
I sat up and just wrapped my arms around him, crying, "Oppa! I'm such a jerk! A pabo! Huhuhuh~"
"There. There. Please stop crying and tell me what happened?" he asked politely. I saw him look outside of the room, Shinwoo and Baro were there. He signaled them to go out first. And they obeyed.
I told him everything. From Jinyoung's questions to my jerkiness and lies. He just remained silent and nodded whenever I tell him my lies and my selfish reasons behind it.
"Oppa... I just.. don't know what to do now..." I let out a regretful sigh
"Hmm... HyunMi, don't blame yourself okay? You just panicked for a bit and was shocked with his questions. It's okay. Don't call yourself nasty names." Channie comforted me and gave me a bright smile. He hugged me and I just let my head rest on his chest...
"I know that you don't have any helpful plans or suggestions for me Oppa. But thank you for everything. Thank you for your kind words and help. And because this is my problem, I'll figure it out myself." I spoke. I felt his lips curve into a smile
"That's my HyunMi" he said, patting my head.
But first.... I have a lot of explaining to do with Taemin oppa. You can do this HyunMi! Get your hopes up! This your month! FIGHTING!!!!
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