- I went away for months until our paths crossed again-

" We meet again." I still remember the smirk on your face when we met inside a cafe, your weary eyes that seemed to light up when you saw me, just like a few days ago, the same cafe, the same chocolate bubble tea you held, the same twinkling look in your eyes I once loved. The weather was so alike that it seemed like the gods were playing a trick on me. Why? The girl you kissed fully on the lips, held hands with, was not me.

Then our eyes met. You stood up in a face mixed with aghast, fear and regret. I wiped away the flowing tears on my face, rushing to hail a taxi in time. You knocked, no, pounded on the window pane in such a fierce way, I rolled down the windows in fear of it shattering onto pieces like our love.
" Don't with my love." You stood there in silence, eyes filld with sorrow and tears threathening to fall, yet, I didn't embrace you and whisper sweet nothings like I would have done before. I threw you a last glance, and told the taxi driver to take me away from your sight.

Now? I fear walking the streets of HongDae, scared of the memories that would hit me like a bullet, piercing my heart and tearing it into pieces again. I panick when I turn on the channels, so, so worried that I would see your face, hear your voice that was once so lovable to me. I know you won't remember how we first met, in an EXO meet and greet that my sick friend forced me to go in place of her, but I do. I remember your musky scent that lingered in the air, the spark you sent when we shook hands, the mischevious smile you had when you saw me. I try to forget, yet, I can't. You gave me your number, and I kept it safe with me till now, and I still kept the message you sent archived. 

We met again in the cafe, after I came back from the exchanging programme a few months later.
" We meet again." I fell in love with you.
Little did I know, that how big my mistake was. I should have never let you into my heart. Because you broke me, thoroughly.