Just don't get it,

I just don't get it,

Please help me understand.

So what have I become?

Please tell me if you can.

The world is changing,

Spinning,

Breaking,

I don't know who I am.

You're smiling at me,

Pretending you can''t see.

    Jung Taekwoon touched the eyepatch covering his left eye and sighed again. He didn't ask for this happen, he didn't want it at all, he doesn't even know why his life had to take THIS kind of turn. Most of all..

"Taekwoonie!" A voice called his name. 

    He turned around to see a male with the beautiful tanned skin he fell for, with a grin on his face, also something he fell for. And remembering that he is in love with this man, his heart ached, the pain in his chest growing. If only he could cry now, but the tears won't come out.

"Taekwoonie, are you okay? We need to go to class now,"

"I know, Hakyeon. Let's go," 

'It hurts,'

'The fact that we can't be together,'

'My love...'

    'Taekwoon..'

'I already know what you are,'

'Why can't you trust me?'

'Am I not your friend?'

   Hakyeon thought, keeping up his smiling facade. He felt a pain in his chest, hurt by his friend not trusting him. He knows what Jung Taekwoon really is, he really does. And he doesn't hate him, nor does he fears him. He loves him.