A Song Calling For You
'Hey there..i just watched your cover and i loved it. Are you going to do more? And i added you as a friend, hope you don't mind..waiting for your update..Hwaiting~^_^'
That was the first message i sent him. Usually i don't do things like that but after listening to him singing, i sort of lost my rationality i guess. And my fingers just automatically typed the message and hit the sent button. I admire talents but i've always preferred to be the 'silent fan'. It was different with him, i never knew why.
His voice never fails to give me a warm fuzzy feeling no matter how many times i listen to it. Each time i open my youtube account i pray and hope that he'd have replied my messages but i get disappointed every time. Sighing i re-watched the video and immersed my self into his voice.
Who are you?
I couldn't believe my eyes. I reread the messages and comments, for once in my life i felt proud of myself. Her admiration and encouragements were priceless. but will she feel the same if he finds out that 'OnewTokki' it's actually me? How if she flips and never want to see me again? I know she's not a shallow minded person but the idea of telling her the truth still bugs me.
"Maybe not now. I'll give her and myself some time before i break it to her. Yes, i need to mentally prepare myself before i say anything." I convinced myself.
My cell phone beeped, indicating i just received a message. It was from Sunyoung.
'Hey, just wanted to check if you are okay? You left in a hurry just now. Is everything fine?'
I could only smile at her concern. I'm falling for her more each day. Will i ever be able to tell her? I don't know and i didn't want to think about it. I just wanted to enjoy and appreciate every second i get to spend with her.
'I'm fine. Everything is fine. No worries. I will see you in school tomorrow. It's late you should go to bed. Good night. ^_^',i replied.
"I still think telling her is the best idea." Jonghyun said stubbornly. "Think about it, things might work out fine with you guys if you just confessed."
"Or it might not." I enunciated. "Listen, all i'm saying is that i need some time. I will tell her. I promise."
"When?" Jonghyun asked, crossing his arms with his eyebrows raised.
He looked at me, his shoulder slugged, "You are impossible."
I shrugged not wanting to argue.
Although i didn't have the guts to spill the truth, i wanted to make her happy. So i decided to make another song cover. For her sake. I picked up my guitar and adjusted the cords. The camera was in position to record.
I opened my Youtube page and saw that i had received a message. And it as from a person i never expected to get a message from. That person. Why am i feeling so nervous? It's just a message, from a stranger.
I clicked open the message.
'Hello, i'm sorry for not replying your messages in a very,very long time. My apologies. I never got a chance to log in to my account. I hope you understand. And i did do another cover. "One in a million by Ne-Yo." Hope you'll enjoy it as much as you enjoy y other cover. I dedicated this song for you. Thank you for your encouragement. Take care."
It took me some time to procees the message. Not only he replied, he did a cover and dedicated it to me? Wait, i'm dreaming, rite? I pinched myself. It hurts,so this isn't a dream.
And once again he mesmerized me with his voice. It was impeccable. He didn't show his face this time around either. I bit my lower lip, disappointed. But at least he's back, i convinced myself.
I replied his message, complimented and thanked him for his kind gesture. I smiled at myself. What a sweet guy, i thought.
I ran at top speed to Jinki's classroom and halted at the door. "Jinki! Out. Now." i said between breaths.
"When did you participate in a marathon?" He asked
"Very funny. Pheww." i said, catching my breath. " He replied. Finally."
"Who?" I asked, avoiding her eyes.
"That youtube guy. Remember?" she asked.
"Yeah..yeah..i remember him." i replied. Of course i do. "He replied?Great."
"That's not all. The best part is yet to come." she said, gleaming. "He did another cover and dedicated it to me. Can you believe it? Me!" she said, sporadically wiggling her fingers. "I've never been so excited in my life!"
Ok, act surprised. "Really? That's wonderful." i reacted. I sucked at faking reaction. But she bought it.
"Isn't it? I'm so happy.!" she said, and jumped. On me. We were hugging and i completely froze. I prayed that she wouldn't feel my heartbeat. Or heart pound.
I was still dazed when she broke the embrace.
"Good for you" i managed to say.
I should tell her now. I opened my mouth to finally get the truth out before the bell rang.
"Okay i'll see you at lunch then. Bye." She said rushing to her class.
So? How's the story so far? Was the update too short? Sorry if it was. I'm working on the next chappie now. Thank you so much for subscribing and commenting~!!
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