Key was holding back his tears and his eyesight was already going blurry. He closed his eyes and again dug his face into Jonghyun’s chest. He loved it, loved being in those arms. It was his heaven and he knew he needed it. Both of them sat there on the couch for long, appreciating the moment of silence in each other’s arms.

Jonghyun hugged him back tight; he knew that the past few months had been tough. Although he didn’t know what had been making Key worried he promised him that he will try his best to make everything better. More than that, he loved the person next to him more than anything else in the world. And he also knew that that hug was also a cure for the both of them.

He finally felt something wet on his t-shirt and realised that Key had been crying all this while, silently to himself.

“Hey, hey, what’s wrong?” Jonghyun asked the same question, that he had been asking for the millionth time, breaking the hug. “What’s worrying you?”

It hurt him a lot, seeing those tears, seeing him cry, he felt his heart breaking into a million pieces every time he saw him like that. What hurt him more was that Key didn’t trust him enough to tell him what was wrong. Sometimes he felt that he was the only one who cared but right now, it wasn’t the best moment to think about something like that.

“Tell me, please.” Jonghyun asked again, adding a please this time, he didn’t knew what else to do, so that Key would tell him.

Sniffling, Key looked back at Jonghyun with watery eyes and started, “Jjong...” Jonghyun didn’t reply but instead looked back and waited for the other to continue. “Should we go... official?”