Hopelessness is taking over me.
Misery and sorrow are filling my soul now.
Yet, I refuse to give up.

I want to become the best version of myself;
the prettiest version of me
the smartest, the funniest.
I have to become the one you could look
at and feel proud of.
I have to become the person you'd love
if I ever had the chance to meet you.
I want to be worth of you, although
I know I can't be with you. 

Being the best me is the closest I can ever be of you
Being the perfect person you deserve, that's the only
thing I can do to keep myself going on