i don't know where this came from and i honestly don't even know where to start in terms of summarizing it. all i can say is that it was inspired by seunghyun's character in the bae bae mv and jiyong's character in the loser mv.

warnings: i have to warn for character death, even though that's super misleading (trust me), and a trigger warning for mentions of suicide

thanks to kyra for convincing me it wasn't stupid <3

title taken from the death cab for cutie song of the same name. the lyrics pretty musch describe this fic better than i ever could.

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me and
Bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing 
And feel
Feel what it's like to be new

'Cause in my head there's a Greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're
Far more suited than here

I cannot guess what we'll discover
When we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hands can wash one another's
And not one speck will remain

I do believe it's true 
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too

So brown eyes I'll hold you near
'Cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body

I do believe it's true 
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too

So brown eyes I'll hold you near
'Cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere