Awake ~ 1st Arc of Cursed Series~

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Title: Awake ~ 1st Arc of Cursed Series~
Author: userinfo.gif?v=17080?v=126kyouya3/kyouya-sama
Length: Chaptered
Pairing: OT5
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Action, Dark, Mystery, Supernatural, Violence
Summary: "To be awake is to be alive..."or so they said, yet sometime it means torment to be awake

 

SECOND ARC OF CURSED SERIES --> Wicked

Foreword

Prologue

Being 30 and hadn’t married, I felt myself acting like a housewife. I cooked, did dishes, cleaned my shared apartment, did laundry, and all the chores housewife would do. I wasn’t even a woman for God’s sake. Lately, I had been wondering whether I used to be a woman. Not that I could remember; I was practically born five years ago. I’m like five years old child trapped in 30 years old man’s body with woman’s skills.

Sighing, I shook my head slowly as I gathered my attention back to fried eggs in front of me. I needed to be efficient with time so I decided to fry three eggs at the same time, which looked kind of weird on the frying pan now. At least it wasn’t two fried eggs or I would be condemned with such innocent vulgarity. Yes, I was sure I’m a man now.

After getting three plates and put the eggs next to each tuna sandwiches I made before, breakfast was finally done. Now, I needed to wake up my younger brother and my best friend. They’re the one who had been there for me my entire five years life. I guess being their servant slash wife would be showing my gratitude, not that I mind.

I got out from the kitchen and put the breakfast on the five-seated dining table. I had always been wondering how there’re five seats since only the three of us lived here.  Walking through the living room, I knocked my brother’s room and then got in. He was still asleep like a baby and I felt my older brother feels kicked in when I saw his face. He was cute; I know it’s ridiculous for saying 29 years old man cute but still, he’s my cute little brother.

“Junjjang! Wake up!” I playfully poked his cheek, he whimpered sleepily as he rubbed his eyes in circle. He looked at me and smiled.

“Morning Jaejoong hyung,” he said as he sat on his bed, yawned and then got ready to dash to the bathroom. Waking Junsu was way too easy; he immediately washed up when he opened his eyes. The trial began after this.

I got inside another bedroom beside Junsu’s. I didn’t knock because I knew it wouldn’t make any difference. The room was way too dark and almost no light from the window went pass the thick curtain. Sighing, I pulled the curtain and let the almighty sunlight shone on the sleeping man on the bed. He muttered incoherent curse as he pulled his blanket up to his head.

“Chunnie, it’s morning already, wake up,” I spoke as I sat next to him. I could hear few curses as I laughed. Taking a deep breath and gathering my strength, I yanked the blanket off him as he turned back, running from the sunlight. This never got old.

I slowly went back to the bed and then shook him vigorously, it was morning exercise baby. Waking up Yoochun in the morning was morning exercise for me. He cursed again and whimpered helplessly until he opened his eyes barely a millimeter. He sat up slowly, eyes still shut as he yawned. I cursed when I realized he was sit sleeping.

“Yaaa! Yoochun! Wake up!!!” I shout and shook him again. It took him few seconds to open his eyes again and stare at me. His eyes were still unfocused but I knew what I should do next. I held his hand tightly until he eventually smiled.

“Morning, Jaejoong…” he finally said. He free his hand slowly and sleepily got up from his bed. It was like a ritual every morning. I knew why Yoochun did that; he made sure I was there. It was scaring me sometimes, but somehow I took comfort on the simple gesture. It’s a proof I was there.

“You can wash up now,” Junsu’s poke his head inside the room as Yoochun gave a slight nod. He gathered his things as he made his way to the bathroom. I smiled at my younger brother as we went to make some coffee. We waited for Yoochun and sat on the table.

“I’m thinking to renovate Yoochun’s bedroom,” I said as I sipped my coffee. Junsu rose one of his eyebrows, asking what I meant.

“I’m thinking to paint it white rather than gloomy blue he has now. I also want to get rid of that over-thick curtain,” I explained as Junsu winced like he was in pain.

“It’s my room, Jaejoong. My personal space that belongs to me,” suddenly Yoochun spoke behind me. I almost choked on my coffee but I managed to grin mischievously.

“But still---“ I pouted. Okay, it might be not appropriate for a grown man like me to pout but I couldn’t help it. All about Yoochun was darkish, his room, his cloth, his hair. It was like he didn’t like being in light at all. I knew it sounded ridiculous.

“Hyung, what are you going to do today?” Junsu suddenly asked as we started our breakfast.

“Well, I’m thinking to go shopping since we’re almost out of food. Then, I’ll probably do chores like usual,” I answered as I bit my lower lips. I actually felt like being a burden these past few months. Yoochun and Junsu got their own job; they’re the one providing me economically. I wanted to apply for one but they wouldn’t let me. I knew I couldn’t remember anything before five years ago, but still I wasn’t an invalid. I needed to get a job sooner or later.

“Jaejoong ah,” Yoochun’s voice woke me up from my thought, what he said was like he knew what’s going on my mind,” I know you think you haven’t done much and thinking yourself as a burden but that isn’t true. I and Junsu won’t live in such luxury if it’s not because of your food and love.”

“Yeah, basically I’m your wife,” I sighed.

“Yes, our lovely housewife,” Junsu grinned.

“You know marrying your own brother is taboo, right? Even guy marrying a guy is still taboo in some countries,” I commented as I finished my breakfast. I didn’t know if I said something wrong but I felt both of them went awfully silent for the next minute.

There was this awkward moment that happened sometime. I love both Junsu and Yoochun; they’re my only family. We took care of each other but these past years, I felt like both of them were hiding something from me. They never talked about the past nor answered me if I asked. They said the past wasn’t important, as long as I was happy now. Well, I was happy but I was feeling uneasy too. I wished they would just talk to me.

“I’m running late,” Junsu said as he looked at his watch. Yoochun muttered something with his full-mouth that I couldn’t catch. It felt so fast until both of them were ready to leave for work. We said goodbyes and they left me alone in the apartment, like always.

I washed the dishes but my mind went somewhere else. Sometime it felt like my life wasn’t real and I never truly knew my own brother or my best friend or even myself. There were this troublesome feelings in my chest lately. I would never doubt Junsu and Yoochun, I trusted them but still these unspeakable feelings wouldn’t leave me alone. It was like they haunted me to my bones and soul.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I decided to bury my uneasiness and did chores for now. When I opened my eyes, everything was pitching black. Panicked, I tried to find the emergency lamp switch next to the kitchen counter but I could touch nothing. I moved around but I couldn’t touch any damn thing. It was like I was nowhere. Wait, was this a dream? Or was everything that happened until now was a dream?

Suddenly I felt something on my neck. It was cold and heavy, I struggled to free myself but every effort was useless. It was beginning to hard to breath. It pulled me back until I hit some kind of wall behind me. My back hurt like hell and I could feel tears crawling down on my cheek. I was beyond scarred. I could feel emptiness, sadness, depression, anger, and pain tearing me from inside. I tried to call for help but before I could make a sound, something gagged me.

I struggled with my free hands and legs. It took me few minutes to register it was chain on my neck. My eyes searched for anything that could free me. All I could see was the mocking metal bars few meters in front of me. It felt like I was in some kind of underground prison. The darkness lessened and I could see some kind of round wall behind of me. There was this weird carving that sent chills to my spine. All I knew was I needed to get out of here fast.

Suddenly, the cold metal on my neck and arms began to burn my skin with its thorns. I cried out but I still couldn’t make damn sound. I was begging it to stop but no one was there to hear my plea. I could feel how bitter the metal on my mouth, it was like it melt and went inside of me. I didn’t realize I was bleeding so much until I felt dizzy. My arms felt so heavy all of the sudden. I didn’t want to struggle anymore, the pain was too much. I wished for death even before I knew it.

“JAEJOONG AH!!!”

I blinked. I could see my hands and they’re not bind or bleeding. I felt my neck and the chain wasn’t there. I looked around and I realized I was sitting down next to the kitchen counter.  I could feel someone wiped my teary cheeks. I looked up and Yoochun’s horrified and worried face was the last thing I saw before I out. 

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stanwendy
#1
Chapter 4: Now, I'm starting to remember this story's plot. xD
stanwendy
#2
Chapter 9: awww! XD So cute
stanwendy
#3
Chapter 7: All of your stories are awesome and amazing, you know?! ♡♡♡
stanwendy
#4
Chapter 4: interesting. lol. anyway, you loved writing action stories eh? XD Because almost all of your OT5 fanfictions are full of actions. XD hehe. and its great!
bella0203
#5
Chapter 6: aaaaah, this is good! how can I didn't know this?
gonna read all of this tonight, and part 2 too hehe
Mia031672 #6
Chapter 10: Wow, this Arc deserves a lot of love. Amazingly written and really keeps you at the edge of your chair. Keep it up, Author_nim, you're spinning one great tale here. Epic!!!
gogumacouple
#7
Chapter 10: Damn you cliffhanger!!!!
Please post Arc 2 asap
Jun_KOI_Mi
#8
Chapter 10: I need Arc 2 pleaaaseee
so curious with jaejoong and demon king
JessicaIcePrincess
#9
Chapter 10: definitely it's a cliffhanger.
My_Melody
#10
Chapter 10: OMG!! cant wait for the next arc XD

hehehehehe~~ will wait for it :D