Why Do I Love You, Again?

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Just that feeling when you doubt your feelings about a certain someone and end up asking to yourself, the animals, the plants, the thin atmosphere or maybe to some person that you don't even know who, the question that pertains to why you even love that certain person.

Heesun just doesn't understand.

 

 


 

 

I always ask myself that everytime he does something idiotically stupid.

"Why do I love you, again?" 

Then, he answers me, innocently, things that describes him well.

I fell in love with him, that's for sure. He's handsome, but this ain't love at first sight. I really like his voice, but that ain't the reason. I guess, I was fascinated, some how, when he told and showed me all of the things that he can do. Of all the things that I've remembered, that's how it all started.

But after all that, he showed me his real, stuck-up and idiotic personality. I fell harder. I don't know why but I think that's where it all started.

No, it's the first one.. Oh, fudge it, just read the whole story!

 

 

 

 

(Before continuing, let me just tell you guys that this came from this.)

Foreword

Prologue

 

After minutes of very long walks, Heesun sighed in relief when she finally saw the sign that was saying, 'Infirmary'. She walked closer to that door, ranting why it's so hard to memorize a path towards an important location.

Heesun took a deep breath and exhaled through her nose before holding the clinic's doorknob. She was reminiscing everything that Jimin told her when he sent her home some chapters before:

 

FLASHBACK YAY!

"Oppa, what do you feel when you fall in love?" asked the little curious Heesun. Jimin smiled a little there while staring at a distance, "It's when you feel like you always want to hold someone forever. When you feel like you just want to keep that certain person away from others."

The girl scrunched up her face in dissatisfaction, "Isn't that like obsession?" Jimin frowned and shook his head, "No. It's far from that. Obsession is like a whole new level, like you would kill someone for the person you love." She nodded, "What if you fell in love with someone in just one week?"

"That would be just a crush then. It wouldn't be love if you just met him in a week. You'll have to wait for four months before loving someone."

"Wow, it feels like I'm talking to some expert here," Heesun chuckled while Jimin hung his arm around her shoulder. "Let's just say that it's based from experience."

LET'S END THIS LOL

 

If it's not love, then what is this that I am feeling? Heesun started to wonder as she went inside the clinic and walked towards the curtains and gingerly drew it, to reveal a boy that was unconscious and lying down the bed that the curtain was covering.

Heesun walked closer to the boy. She peeked at his face that was rather scowling. She was hearing his breathing from the holes of his nose, making it obvious on how the silence was creeping up.

"Jungkook-ssi, you're asleep, right?" She questioned the sleeping boy and chuckled as if it was ridiculous, "Ah, I'm stupid. Of course, you are!" His body started shift and stopped when his body was facing in front of her. Heesun was starting to doubt things but just shrugged it off,

"Alright, I'm going to make this short and sweet but I won't assume if it is going to be the kind of sweet that you're expecting. Why would you be even thinking while you're asleep?" She face palmed herself, "I'm stupidly talking to a sleeping person. Can I stop this?"

The girl then panicked when Jungkook was murmuring things and was shifting his position left and right. And then sighed when he finally stopped and continued to sleep.

She looked at the boy, again and started speaking, "Okay, I'll just get this over with. Jeon Jungkook, I knew, ever since that day when you first showed me how troublesome you are when you eat sweets, that you already knew that I had a crush on you. I just got this little news from Namjoon oppa that he 'accidentally' sent the confession to everyone of you. He's really stupid.

And in fact, that's not what I feel anymore. Because each time that you are near me, my heart starts to beat a little faster. My stomach feels light and does flip flops while my smile brightens. Although I still don't understand because Jimin oppa told me that it needs to last many months for you to fall in love.

So when I heard that I thought to myself that I had a crush on you but no! I actually liked you. This is insane; it's like the five stages of bleaching your hair! I kept that feeling for myself and just let you get the idea of me having a mere crush on you. I didn't want to make this big because you are my friend.

If you knew that, I would get the consequences of you leaving me behind. But I think the hardest part of being your friend is making it seem as though I like my other friends as much as I like you, which is ridiculous!" She panted, "I don't like this anymore!" and cried while smiling, thinking of it as funny.

"Still, that was like a week ago because you should know that I've started to like you less now.. the reason for that is I've started to love you more." With that said, the girl felt heat creep up to her cheeks.

"All I wanted to say was," she continued, "I want to be the reason why you look down at your phone and smile, then walk into a pole," she then giggled, "No, really! Jungkook-ssi, you know what? Of all the things in the world that I’m unsure of, all of the billions and gazillion things, I’m sure of one thing. I am 100%, undeniably,” she took a deep breath, “In love with you. What do you say?"

"Shouldn't you be calling me 'oppa'?" The boy suddenly said with his eyes closed. The girl crossed her arms over her chest, "I knew you weren't asleep. Whatever. Say what you have to say." The boy sat up, "Alright. Heesunie, I love you, too."

"Oh, you do, oka-- You what?!" She shrieked and thought about not thinking about it for now, "You can continue." He nodded, "I first met you ever since that encounter in the mall, right?" She nodded. "But when I first saw you was like inside my dream." D'awwing moment.

"Yeah, you died." Heesun attempted to hit Jungkook in the head, "I frigging hate you." While he just laughed, "I already knew before then that your seat was across mine and I never would've thought that I will meet you someday. It feels like it was fate, or maybe destiny." She gawked at him, "Maybe a short dude. Let's hide him in the name of 'Chimchim'."

"Leaving that aside, when I first saw you I fell in love well not love, love but you smelled nice," Jungkook stated, making the girl chuckle. "You smelled me?" He shook his head, "Rather I sniffed you." Really. "Dude, you're not a dog."

"Didn't I tell you last time that I could be your puppy?"

"Whatever. Do what you want."

"Okay, sit here," Jungkook tapped the seat beside him and she did. He opened his arms wide, "Hug me." And she happily did. "So, are we dating now?" The impatient one asked, not wanting to pull back when she was struggling, "I thought that you were listening to my confession."

"I was."

"We obviously have the same feelings so can't you take a hint?" Heesun was just too shy to be blunt even though she was confident just a while ago. "Heesun," the other called over. "Yeah?" She asked and got the response that made her heart beat like crazy,

"Can I kiss you?"

She thought for a while, "Not until we get married." But the dude was just too stubborn and whined, "I want a kiss!" Heesun pulled away when he spoke, again and looked at him seriously in the eye, "Why do I even like you?" He smiled cutely, "Because I'm cute."

Heh.

That'll do.

 

 

 


Main Characters:

Kim Heesun

>>16 years old.

>>has three brothers.

>>can get easily annoyed, especially when it's because of Jungkook.

 

 

Jeon Jungkook

>>18 years old.

>>can possibly be a 4D idiot after eating sweets; this could be troublesome since he's always eating sweets.

>>he calls Heesun, "Sushi." You guys will know why in the future chapters :D.

 

 

Beware of some bad language in the future chapters. If you're not comfortable with the said words, then you're always free to move along. Although I can always push out a letter from the words because I can't promise that I will remove the curses here in the fic. I'm freaking saying too much, what even?


Okay, I know it's supposed to be Taehyung / V but I just wanted to make changes, or something. Bare with me, please. I don't even know why I made this..

 

This is my second story, by the way. And my first story basing BTS. (My first story was about EXO and what not)

To be honest, I felt so awkward while making this. Like, before I even type a chapter, I felt like I was losing my mind. What has BTS done to me?!

So if I ever made some mistakes or even make you guys confused on one part. I'm giving you guys an advanced hello-- I mean, apology.

Sincerely, Jana (aka usernameisfake).

 

 

 

iamnotjana
Lmao, I know that this is late already but thank you for upvoting. It wouldn't really matter to me but thank you, lol. Happy reading!

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satorules
#1
Chapter 67: gosh- i was looking for this story and now that's ive found it again on my subscriptions, i'm ready to get the holiday break next week started by reading this story again uwu
DanielleBacon
#2
Chapter 67: Me done reading wii~ haha so glad I've found this story of yours authornim^^ as I started reading, I thought if it was my bestfriend who made this for me lmao hahha because you are so alike in constructing sentences/expressions ..effin' weird haha but in a positive way ^^
shineeFANt #3
Chapter 67: This story is awesome please write a sequel
raisinalpaca #4
Your story is being stolen off of by @/NurSara08 on Quotev.com
majesticbudder #5
Chapter 42: sometimes i really feel like i was heesun so i can kick soojung in the s because NO SHE BELONGS TO JUNGKOOK
spammeranna #6
Chapter 67: Aww. I was literally screaming while reading the Epilogue. Ahhhhh and all the pairs are just soooo cute. I can't handle it.

Taehyung and Miyoung make me want to cry because of Taehyung's adorableness.

Jimin and Haeun are so cute! I feel like their relationship is the "newest" and reminds me of Hee and Jungkook's early relationship. :D

Jungkook and Hee drive me crazy and Jungkook's the cutest thing ever! I love how you added the "sugar high" thing and his fear of thunder storms. That's so freaking cute.

J-Hope and Soojung are such a nice couple! I liked how you added them to this fanfic. Their little quarrels are really adorable.

The single trio cracked me up so much! I was always laughing because they never treat Jin with respect as their hyung. Awww.

Sorry for rambling so much but I really enjoyed reading this fanfic so thank you!!!
exolove210 #7
Can I ask your permission if I can post this fanfic in wattpad.
I will credit you
Un1c0rns
#8
Chapter 67: Ahhhh this story was too cute! I loved the JungHee couple too much~
Turtle_Bae #9
Chapter 64: I need more Jungkook and Heesun cute moments...please update soon
abcdefgwoo
#10
Chapter 63: ' "we met someone at a gay bar.' "
'Cause that's such a casual thing to say. But why was Tarhyung given lube? xD