Love with some humor...

I still think you’re in love.

“I have a question. Am I supposed to view you as a friend that knows everything about me? Because it sure seems like that.”

I guess. Not to mention I’m honest and very powerful.

“Like you have to remind me,” I muttered.

You asked for it.

“No I didn’t.”

Yes you did.

“No I didn’t,” I insisted.

Whatever. If you want me to leave-

“No, I don’t,” I hastily replied.

Rude to interrupt people. But why? I’m pretty sure I was doing a good job of being annoying.

“Well, to tell you the truth, I actually enjoy your company.”

Well, isn’t that a surprise to me.

“I know you know. You probably know everything about me.”

Yup. Less stupid from before, pretty honest except that denial thing about love-

“I’M NOT IN LOVE.”

Fine have it your way. Loyal, strives to do the best, judges by stereotypes a lot, and not very bold.

“Is that bad?”

Well, depends. Besides, I’m not the boss of you. You have to judge yourself. If you don’t like who you are, you can change it.

“Thanks Mom.”

I’m serious.

“Okay, coming from you, I’ll try to take that seriously.”

Good. And you should have said Grandpa anyway. I have been called Mom and Father way too many times. Grandpa would have been a nice change.

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Hehe sorry. Couldn’t resist that part from spiritual being.

Anyway, this is somewhat a demonstration of my thoughts. Every time I get a crush, I think the same thing that Jerome does. Is this really love? Why am I feeling this way if we’re only friends? Please don’t tell me I’m starting to like this guy. Stuff like that.

Why? I’m been manipulated many times and bullied in fourth grade by my neighbor who had moved in the year before. I’m somewhat thankful I moved after that, but those things have affected my relationship with other people. When I start liking a guy, I want to know more about him so I know he’s the guy I think he is. It helps me both ways, since I get to know the guy more and if he turns out to have some disturbing quality, I can back off before making any more commitments and whatnot. It’s horrible too, since I always measure the temperature of friendships every single moment because I’m afraid I’m doing something wrong or they have a different impression of me than I do of them. I also have a really hard time trusting people. But even with these setbacks, I somehow manage to be okay in the social scene. Which makes it a lot easier to gain confidence in people, and the reason why I’m tell you guys about myself.

I also have a lot of annoying counterparts. –sigh-

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