Should we act like nothing's wrong?

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Estranged, neglected… they might as well be strangers passing by each other on the other side of the rode…   8 years of friendship broken down by an invisible reason that neither of them seem to figure out what went wrong…  Or it was simply life’s way of telling them that their time to be together had already concluded and it was time to part their ways and walk their paths in this journey called life? 

Foreword

“its funny how i was reading the letter I wrote to you almost 1 year ago and I see that nothing has changed, except that it has turn for the worst.

Do you have any idea of how hurt I am right now? I even consider myself unworthy of anything.

I have cried myself to sleep so many times because of this mess, that I already lost count of them. 

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“And yet you had kept pushing her away Choi Seung Hyun and despite this, she kept fighting for the both of us, for trying to rescuing our friendship all alone, while I just kept  on ignoring her and everything she meant for me” he said out loud, putting the book down on the side of his bed and taking a deep breath “But why? Why did I stop caring about her? When did I stop caring for her?”

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So here it is my new chaptered fic

I still cant believe all the support many of you have given my previous stories especially to RISE, so I hope iIcan keep on counting with your support and amazing feedback. 

This story is really close to my heart, is something I have being working on even before I started writing RISE, so I truly hope it lives up to your expectations. 

WARNING: this story will developt some serious topics such as: self harming, depression, eating disorders and suicidal attempts, so if you are prone by this topics I will understand if you stop reading here.

For the rest of you, welcome once again to the corners of my soul. 

~sayurimei 

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FannyChoi #1
Chapter 22: I came across your story years ago, with my old account. I was so intrigued and shocked to found a good quality fanfics like yours. The sadness, the chemistry and the ending are very realistic. And it’s even more touching that it’s based on your real life story. I too have a similar experience like this and I never gotten the closure that I deserve. But i’ve done my own revenge;) Thank you so much for sharing your story with us and thank you for surviving all the pain , trials & tribulations. No one ever warned us that adulthoods is a very painful journey. I really hope we can be friends in real life as well.
SyicaRayne
#2
wow was really great!
wtrmln_girl
#3
Chapter 38: Read it in one day, I liked it a lot it seems like the typical story from the beginning but no then it gives all but typical.
maryannxx
#4
Chapter 9: Silent readers? HAHA, I'm here ;))
ILovePitbull #5
Chapter 38: i really love it outhor-nim... it really reach my satisfaction that she ended up with yongbae than with seunghyun.. i cried T^T
cassiejon #6
Chapter 38: Thank you authornim, I'm sure your story touched many of your readers' hearts. I wish you good health, good luck and may the year ahead brings you more blessings, peace of mind, joy and happiness. Hope to see your story again in the future. Take care always.
halusiharu #7
Chapter 38: broken heart as ever. </////3


but thankyou for sharing! you're indeed tough dear :) see u on your next story, i hope it will lead to happy ending not just the story but for everyone. have a good time resting! till we meet again on the comment section on ur next story :p lots of love
CKings27 #8
Chapter 38: My Dearest Sayurimei,
Thank you for sharing your story and Welcoming us into your World.
I believe you have NOT help one but MANY w/your personal experience.

As I said it before it takes a person w/COURAGE to put one self out their for all the world to see and read.

You've help those to find solutions to their problems.

Learn to ask for help when needed. Learn to let those in who want to help. Learn when it's ok to let go and say goodbye. Learn to never regret but take it as a lesson learn.

But most IMPOTANTLY Learn to LIVE & NEVER give up on LOVE.
THANK YOU PROUD TO CALL YOU MY FRIEND : )
alyssasarah #9
Chapter 38: A realistic ending. I love the part about friend comes and goes in our lives. So true they will always be part of our memories. SY did the right thing, learning to put herself first and only then true love prevails. Great journey, author-nim. Looking forward to more great work from you.