07-04-12

 

15th day in Seoul.   Feeling awkward whenever he's there. Seeing that person can change you in a snap. Everything that he does is just so right in your eyes. You're conscious in every move you make, with these things, you know right away that you are in- love.   My day started early, I woke up by the sound of my alarm and the clock reads 6am. I stretched my aching body and went to take a bath. After bathing, I checked the bruises that I've got from falling on a chair and new scratches and wounds on my arms. I put medicine on them and shrieked in pain. I can't help to get pissed because all I can wear now are long sleeves and pants to cover these bruises and scratches. They're just to visible to expose.   I went to my closet and scanned for something that can cover my arms and legs. It took me forever to mix and match everything. In the end, I chose my John Galliano Top, KSUBI shorts,Ralph Lauren leggings, Givenchy cardigan and matched it with Creative Recreation Sneakers, Gucci sunglasses and Dooney and Bourke bag. I blow dried my hair did my eyebrows and put some gloss on my lips.

         

 

Raiey peeked through my door to check if I'm all set and I told her that I'll be out in a minute. When I went out, I saw the girls in front of the computer and it looks like they have seen a ghost. I joined them and I found myself in shock.   [07.04.12] NEWS: BIG BANG WENT ALL OUT IN DATING   [07.04.12] NEWS: BIG BANG LEADER G-DRAGON, DATING A FOREIGNER   [07.04.12] NEWS: BIG BANG LEADER GETTING ALL AFFECTIONATE WITH GIRLFRIEND IN FRONT OF FANS   What is this? Why are there pictures of us holding hands and all? How did they get pictures of us without sunglasses on? My jaw dropped upon seeing and reading everything. I'm actually expecting for this to happen, but I wasn't expecting to see my face on almost all forums and worst, being linked with G-Dragon. I have never imagined this to happen to us.    We looked at each other as if trying to find answers on what to do in our faces.   "What can we do about this? Our faces are all over the internet, specially ________" Railey asked.   "I can't understand a thing about how all this has to be a big deal..but what I know is..everyone's attacking __________...are we going to be killed or kicked out from Korea?" Daryl added.   I rolled my eyes and gave out a smirk "Don't exaggerate things ok? We should expect all these from now on..and no..we're not going to be killed nor be kicked out of Korea" I told them "And I'm sure President YG is already doing something to stop this" I continued.   The moment we arrived at the YG building, fans are already hitting our car (Our windows are not tinted, they can see us clearly from the outside). We kept our heads down low hoping not to be recognized, but we failed. Chin Ho decided to drop us first in front of the building entrance before parking the car. There are guards surrounding us and keeping the fans off of us. The fans are cursing in english and they are screaming in an angry tone. At last, the guards managed to get us inside the building safely.   Upon reaching the office, I've already got calls from President YG, telling me that he needs to talk to us and we should report to him once we arrived. We did what was told and the 3 of us went to his office on the 7th floor.   When we arrived at his office, the Big Bang boys are already there. We settled in our seats as President YG started his talk.   "I know what is happening all over the internet today, that involves you guys..we've been receiving a lot of calls from the media asking if any of the stories are true" President YG said.   "Hyung..what are we suppose to do now?" G-Dragon asked while the rest of the boys looked at him.   "Well, we've got to tell them the truth, that the girls are working here as magazine heads and you guys are working together for the debut magazine" President YG explained.    I've also heard that ________ got hurt yeste