life goes on

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Well... this is the first time I'm posting my story. I always write fanfic for myself but I just felt compelled to post this one here. It's about Joon's and Thunder's withdrawal. Don't worry, I don't think MBLAQ had such kind of drama about this kind of thing. They know it is bound to happen being idol group and all and I'll still support MBLAQ and Joon and Thunder.

warning! It's boring since I'm not gifted in writing and anyone reading this can see Mireu is my bias. And please excuse my grammatic error since english is not my first language.

oh my~ didn't know how foreword work. But 1st chapter is foreword. Haha.

Foreword

"Don't you think you're over reacting?" Joon's annoyed voice could be heard from the living room. Mir, being awoken up by the sound of GO's loud nagging, rubbed his eyes tiredly before he dragged his heavy legs to the living room of the dorm.

   Any traces of sleepiness immediately left him as he sensed the tension in the room. Joon was looking annoyed as hell, sitting with his arms crossed in front of his chest. The dancer's eyes were looking away from the other three members filling the room.

   GO was standing, his jaw is clenching and unclenching. His hands fisted to his sides, glaring at Joon.

   Seungho was sitting on the single armchairs. The oldest leaned forward with his arms on his knees. His eyes glued to the floor, his brown hair fall to his face as he shook his head in disappointment.

   Lastly, it was Thunder sitting next to Joon, looking down guiltily. His hands fidget with the hem of his sleeves nervously.

   'What's happening here?' Mir asked himself. But he didn't have gut to ask as the tension in this room was too much that he could only stand still in his spot.

   "Listen. It's just simply me leaving the group. What's so big deal about it?" Joon's next sentences answered Mir's inner question.

   'So, this is what it is all about.' Mir had heard this from his brother in law about Joon's withdrawal. Well, he didn't really felt anything particular at that news but looked like his other hyungs were having different thought.

   "I thought we're family." GO said sounding as if everything he had believed in end up as lies.

   Joon sighed. "Look! I made my choice. We all have our own choices." Joon looked up to meet with GO's eyes.

   Even Mir could see the hurt flashed in the singer's dark orbs. "I thought we all want to stay together. I thought MBLAQ is important to you as much as it is important to me. I thought you see me as brother as how I see you."

   Joon swallowed. "Why are you making this personal?" Joon got up. "It's my career. I have right!" With that, Joon stormed out of the dorm.

   GO flopped down on the couch, his head in his hands. Mir looked at the already close door. He knew him, GO and Seungho treasured MBLAQ more than anything. He always thoughts, Joon had too wide of wings that he wouldn't let himself stayed trapped in a cage namely MBLAQ. He needed to be free and tested his potential. After all the boy's original dream wasn't the stage. He started as actor and would have pursued the same path sooner or later.

   Mir's eyes drifted to Thunder when the tall boy started with a small voice. "I-I'm leaving too." 

   The silence followed was defeaning. Thunder never looked up to see the other members' reaction. But Mir could see it clearly. How GO's eyes got teary and the singer brushed past Mir slamming close his bedroom while Seungho sighed heavily seemingly had lost all hope he had.

   For Mir, he had expected this. Thunder had always have bigger ambition. He knew sooner or later, only the three loyal members would stay. He knew it from start. From the very start when MBLAQ was first created, he knew either of those two would left but he didn't expect both leaving at the same time.

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aquakittie
#1
Chapter 7: I cried... I really did... seungho speech... killed me... I'm still crying... but thank you... thank you much... mblaq will live forever.


Author Jim fighting! Mblaq FIGHTING !!!
Renshaisme
#2
Chapter 7: "Remember, us aren't just about MBLAQ. Our bond is beyond MBLAQ. Sure, MBLAQ brought us together, but we're family. Separation here isn't forever. We will eventually find each other back." <~ writer-nim i love this part so much!! it's exactly what i'm feel and think about their bond >w< thank you so much for writing this story ^^
saraaaaa88 #3
Awww this really interesting and i`m looking forward to your next update.
Karenkitty1092 #4
Chapter 7: Awww this was really sad but I`m just glad Mblaq didn`t disband and stayed as a trio.
noorblaq #5
Chapter 7: actually i cried your story is so good ,mblaq is my favourite band i will always support them if they are three or five . i think you should start a new one