twenty-eight

I am because we are (Ubuntu) [Permanent Hiatus]
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Preparing for the yearend activities were hell. Everyone became doubly busier, some even triple with their schedules back to back. The festival was near, finals were near, and of course, the holidays were near. Although the atmosphere around them was filled with the coming holiday spirit – Christmas lights being put up, projects that fit the holidays, twice the number of people everywhere most probably due to the holiday preparations. The once simple Dulce Café now filled with decorations left and right, inside and outside, curtesy of Kyungsoo and Baekhyun. However, despite all that, majority of the students of Éileeit University were too busy to feel it or even so much as notice it.

 

Yet amidst all the busy schedules and barely anytime for distraction, gossips will always and forever be a part of a person’s daily life. Word of Team E.B.’s Kim Jongdae getting in between Bang Yongguk’s gang and let free a no-name student spread across student after student like wildfire. It was the first time it happened and since it is so, ridiculous rumors were born – the clashing of the two famous elite groups, something must’ve happened behind the student’s backs, Baekhyun must be a ‘someone’.

 

 

 

The classroom had barely any people, Baekhyun was one of the early students to arrive and chose to focus on the note he found by his locker as he waited for break to end. He was smiling and feeling all giddy and excited reading the content, wishing the day to end sooner.

He was too busy looking at the note that he fails to notice the arrival of another student beside him.

 

“So the rumors are true.”

 

A voice startles Baekhyun that he nearly jumped out of his seat. Frozen and with wide eyes, he turns to his seatmate – a familiar face but also a complete stranger, and tries to form a coherent reply.

 

“Whu-what?”

 

“That you know Team E.B. personally.” Baekhyun’s seatmate nonchalantly says as he eyes the paper in Baekhyun’s hands – it was a small post-it note from Junmyeon inviting him to a last minute gathering tonight.

 

Gulping and panicking, Baekhyun immediately hides the paper in between his sketchbook. “No. No I don’t.” He tries to adamantly deny.

 

His seatmate chuckles at the red, panicked and alarmed state of Baekhyun; finding a flailing, trying but failing to cover up a lie, boy beside him very amusing.

“Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone.”

 

Baekhyun looks up at his seatmate and looks if he is serious, not knowing whether to believe him or not.  His once calm heart is now rapidly beating.

 

Sensing the doubt in his eyes, his seatmate reassures him again. “I promise, cross my heart and hope to die.” He gestures with a finger as he ends with a smile – a smile oddly reassuring enough for Baekhyun.

 

At the reassuring gesture, although still slightly doubting, Baekhyun lets out a breath of relief he did not know he was holding. After a moment of trying to calm his rapid beating heart but failing, he turns to his seatmate again with a pleading look.

“Please. Don’t tell.”

 

The fear in Baekhyun’s eyes were evident, it was as if the reveal of truth would result to something immensely disastrous. His seatmate’s eyes softened as he understood.

“Don’t be afraid. I understand.”

 

Out of panic, Baekhyun looks around him seeing if anyone was near earshot. The beating of his heart hasn’t slowed down at all, worry filling his mind with different thoughts and reasons – if it’s revealed, the truth he has been hiding all this time may be revealed too. If that happens then…

 

“Hey, calm down.” His seatmate pats him on the shoulder, an attempt to calm the now fidgeting in fear Baekhyun. “Don’t worry about me. I know how important it is to keep your relationship with them hidden. I understand why they do such.” He adds the last rather contemplatively.

 

“Do what?” Baekhyun his head in question, distracted at the odd understanding of his seatmate.

 

“Protect you.” He says with a smile that Baekhyun found rather, bitter.

 

Not sure how to reply, Baekhyun simply looks at him. There were a lot of questions in his head but they did not know each other enough for him to ask further, sensing the unknown underlying meaning of his words.

 

“You should be careful th

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exocholic
[Ubuntu] Hello! Just to let everyone know, a little update on the last chapter, it's already on the works! It looks like it's going to be a very long chapter though. So I may have to see if I'll update with what I currently have or just the whole last chapter in one go. But finally getting there! 😭

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MyLipsOnEXOs
#1
This fic is definitely the perfect one for winter. If anyone scrolls the comments they’ll see how often I reread this! At this point I would buy a physical copy of it.
Maya1990
#2
Chapter 95: When I saw in the title that it's in permanent huatus I went to the last ch to see where did it stopped and I swear to god I cried .... the pain I felt was REAL, the last 1000 words broke my heart 💔 now I want to read the whole thing knowing very well it will get me depressed
JuliaByun #3
Chapter 95: August 2023 and I still long for this story 🥹 I keep coming back because it demands my attention. I hope you’re doing great and well authornim ❤️❤️
walkinginmoonlight #4
Chapter 95: Ahh sometimes I get reminded of this fic and just how like, lovely it is? It's been years since I've last reread it, but I still remember it fondly, gosh the times when it had just started I still clearly remember. I was just reminded of aff being a thing today and had to try and remember my login.. I cannot remember if I commented on this chapter already but! Even if it's not the complete end, it's half of the end, so we've come pretty far since the beginning 😊 I know updates went from quick to rather slow, but seeing it's been awhile I got a bit worried so checked your twitter, and it's nice to see you're still doing well! Or, seemingly doing well. That you're still around and still enjoying our EXOs~❤️ so I hope you are doing well! And thank you for the very memorable fic 😊
MyLipsOnEXOs
#5
I've lost count of which rereading this is but this shall definitely always be my comfort fic. Whether it's the writing style or the details or the flow or the characters or maybe all of that together, there's just something that has me always coming back.

I read this for the first time in 2018, 5 years later it still holds a special place in my heart. I usually avoid starting new fics that haven't been updated recently, but just like my very first comment on this fic "It's on permanent hiatus but the foreword has me entranced so I will read it", the story is truly entrancing and gosh I'm grateful I read it!
Exofanland #6
Chapter 95: had to reread the last few chap bc its been so long and yes i am still crying my eyes out.
dreaming777
#7
Chapter 95: Hi there, I've left my aff account for so long an happy to see this update!!!! And truthfully I didn't expect I would still bawled my eyes out 😭
uwuness
#8
i keep coming back here just to check if authornim's have an update but no rush authornim, i can still wait :)))))) i'll reread this again because i'm missing this so much~

take care always~
uwuness
#9
i miss this so much 😭
hearteututu #10
Chapter 95: I’m back after many years and this made me cry so much. I really love this story and can still remember every scene vividly. Tysm for this wonderful and heartfelt chapter 💕