EPILOGUE

It’s not like that I haven’t gone to the club before, but today’s the big day. WE’RE ALL CELEBRATING! All of the staff was dancing like crazy. Bom unnie has been drinking vodka for the 7^th time and Dara unnie is with our ero maknae are dancing like crazy like there’s no tomorrow. Me just alone at the bar, drinking orange juice. I’m still not used of drinking alcohol that much. The last time I have them, the headache was so unbearable. I have to leave work for three days just for that damn headache. And since that I didn’t drink. But Bom unnie always asked me to have some but I decline the offer. Who knows it might get worse than just a headache, right?

Jiyong oppa has already been drunk as I’ve seen him pissing off with that brat Seungri . Luckily it’s not a big fight. Youngbae oppa had taken quite care of them. Guess Jiyong oppa is such a bad drinker too eh??? I have to convince him to stop drinking after this. Looks like Dara unnie is so tired as now she sits beside me having some ice lemon tea.

“Chaerin-ah, let’s go home. I’m so dead tired…. But the real party is about to start soon…” She sips some of the drink to cool her off

“I don’t mind if you want to go back home unnie. Besides, there’s nothing for me to do here. I already danced for hours and this is totally such a drag.. ”

“But I really want to have some party! What do you say Chae???”She had already finished half of the glass, while mine is still look like I haven’t drink it at all.

“If you say so, say I really don’t mind if you want to stay. Well it’s like we’ll never had enough of a party anyway…” Then she looks at me with her weird face.

“Chae you don’t look good. Are you okay? You should go home and get some rest.” She hold my shoulder, shaking it vigorously.

“Maybe I’m just tired, that’s all. I’m heading home first. So... can you be alright if I’m not around? Do you want me to stay waiting for you here? I won’t do anything. “

“Don’t worry about me. Bommie is still here so I guess it will be alright then, though she’s already drunk…kekkekeke” She points to Bom unnie which has already mumbling about weird stuff with Gummy unnie. Yeah she’s really has gone drunk.

“Take care of yourself, okay? If something happens just call me, immediately.”I told her like I always do before I leave. I waved at her and pass through the front entrance. On my way to the parking lot, I tried to find the car keys in my handbag but I hear some noise not far away. There’s this guy with a girl laughing at each other. Making some jokes I guess. Then that guy just kisses her. Without I even realise, I already fell to the ground crying because I know that guy. And his name is Kwon Jiyong.

That time my heart has broken to pieces. I even thought it was a dream as I tried to pinch my own cheek.*my thoughts*  Chaerin you need to leave. Don’t stays here like this. Stand up and just go. My thoughts were overwhelming. This can’t be. I should leave. Yeah... 

I didn’t think anything at that time. I just start off the car and just went straight home. I don’t know why but deeply inside I felt really hurt. Well at last, finally home sweet home people. I just straight off to my room, without any hesitate. I took off my clothes and decided to have a hot bath. Maybe this will make me calm down at this rate of time, for now. But the longer I have the deeper my thoughts went crazy about that kiss. Why am I being like this? Such nonsense and doesn’t even making any damn ing sense. I need to get some sleep. Tomorrow I will forget about it like anything tonight never happens. I hope.

I lay on the bed, turn on the radio. This tactic always work of making me fall asleep. But why? All I see is that kiss scene. Damn God I need a brake if this has to go on. Tears went down very fast through my cheeks. Now its already 3.30 a.m in the morning. This could’ve gotten any worse right? Somebody just please help me here. I think I will take some sleeping pills in the cabinets. That should do the trick. I need some sleep. And my body went numb suddenly . I don’t think I feel good. This headache is so damn annoying. Suddenly my visions went all black. What…happened…..to… me?

Ugh my head hurts so damn bad. Crap! What time is it now? How long did I pass out? I checked my phone and there’s like 50 miss calls! Oh my god I’m really in such a big... big trouble. I just took a really quick shower and didn’t take any breakfast. Or I should say brunch as its already 12.45 afternoon! But this one question popped in my head.

I didn’t drink any alcohol last night how come I have that annoying headache coming last night? Its not that weird, maybe I’m just not feeling well that’s all but I didn’t think that’s the reason I passed out.Well first thing first. If the CEO knows that I’m coming this late I’m so gonna be dead! I should call Dara unnie and tell her about this. Maybe she can help me. As I park the car at the parking lot basement, I dialled her number. Luckily she answered the call but she sounds worried.

“Chaerin-ah you okay? I called you so many times but you didn’t pick up. What happen? “

“ I’m okay. I’m at the basement now.” sounds like I’m not so ready to face the music later with the CEO.

“All of us are at the recording studio now. Well see you soon Chae.” She hang up. Why? I think I should be get going now. Pray a lot for me.