Those eyes, he knew... he made it sparkling beautifully when they were together during the show or when everytime his name being mentioned on her interviews even when the show had already ended. And he also believe, that it should be him who made it dim so gloomy everytime they met and pretended to be stranger for each other in front of public. It should be him, who changed this girl to be so mature yet being a coward like that. He knew, she love him like the way he love her.

Yes, she love him! Like he said, she love him to the point where she hate herself. Every single days she felts like dying when she forced to tell the opposite with her heart said. Every days felt so lonely when she kept on pretending in front of her eonnies as she was alright in fact she missed him. And that night, when he finally leaving, she really wanted to kill herself for hurt him that bad. But she was sure. That was the best way to love an idol like him. She had to hurt him so she could protect him.