Chanyeol was one of my best friends. Not the one and only but he was pretty close to me. And to be honest I have a crush on him. But it's a secret, and I won't tell him now, because he has a ing girlfriend.

Actually we only know each other since last year but we immediately got along very well and we were like we knew each other since forever. Aaand, last year everyone kept on saying that he likes me or he is in love with me. Of course I didn't believe them, but they managed to make me think about what would it be like if he, for real, liked me and if I like him or not. Well unfortunately, when I realized that I like him it was too late.

And here I am with nothing but a best friend who doesn't give a about me anymore because of his new girlfriend. I guess he never liked me. And this means that he's not even gay. Wich is weird cause I have to say that he acted pretty gay around me. And I miss it. I miss talking to him and I miss that he always came to me and he was interested in everything I had to say. I miss his surprise backhugs and simple hugs. And yes, now, I'm completly and totally in love with him.

Well .