Divine

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Need I say more? My heart is broken, and this is how I vent.

 

I don't know if this will be the last one I write... but allow me to be a delusional SONE this one time. In times when things are just so depressing, we try our hardest to be optimistic, right? We try to think of different possibilities as to why things happened. Well... this is MY alternate reality to all this crap.

 

This is how I envisioned it... because I really don't believe that Jessica wanted to leave SNSD (like SM and other rumors claimed). Jessica is my bias, and though I love all 9 members... without Jessica, to me, SNSD would lose some of its color. I will still support, of course. But even I am not sure up to what extent. When SNSD released Mr. Mr., I already had a thought that SM would be focusing more on TTS, and the others would be left to their own. And I even thought that it's okay, because Jessica can hold her own... and with Blanc, I was happy for Jessica, but somehow, I already knew that it would be the start of their parting ways (especially when TTS came back with Holler, and the others doing their own thing). No one stays at the top forever, right? I knew it was coming, but I never thought it would be this soon.

 

I guess it's just so hard to accept the fact that Jessica may become an inactive member until SNSD finally steps down. But I still have faith. OT9 forever.

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Again. This is MY alternate reality of the situation. Allow me this delusion to get me through this . And seriously, I'm starting to lose hope in SM (first, DBSK..then SJ..now SNSD). I'm starting to hate 2014, too. Ugh, it all.

 

Just go ahead, read, and be delusional with me.

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Qamelia
#1
Chapter 2: its sad.its ing sad.i miss them.although i never see them near me..although i love kpop when it is 2015.i still love snsd ot9.i miss their bonding.weird enough when my bias is jessica.i still support them though.huhu.ALL THINS IS UP BECAUSE OF SM.THEY BLOCK JESSICA FROM ENTERING THE MUSIC SHOWS AND ALL. ALL OF YOU!!!
Jeti48 #2
Chapter 2: Till now... It stull the worst day ever in snsd's life... I still support ot8 and jessi... But snsd were not the same anymore....
eunheelovegg #3
Chapter 1: thanks for this #OT9forever
suzukayamato26 #4
I'd like to believe that this was really what happened. I even deluded myself that if we, (SONES) send them messages about their friendship throughout the years, (especially that 7th year anniversary video Hongkong Sones made), they'll step up and file a contract termination and effin' leave SM! Go to JYP, YG or any agency that will treat them way better. I still believe in SNSD, and that includes Jessica.

And regarding the marriage rumor, the article said that they'll be marrying in HK, when in fact, HK is closed because of the chaos going on right now. So in just that info, it's clear that the rumor is false.
mylittlelovestory
#5
Chapter 2: Well knowing SM, AND the fact that all nine girls still have a contract that binds then to the company, it is more than probably that SM changed up Jessica ' s letter on her website to make it seem like SM isn't one to blame. Remember, they puppeteer the vast majority of the kpop industry - their idols included. I choose to believe that Jessica will come back to SNSD, there is no way in my mind that this is permanent.
luvsoshi #6
Chapter 2: We need 2 cool down 4 a while coz honestly if we start The war within ourself n start blaming other members, it's just gonna make everything more up...
We still don't know the truth since the other haven't said anything yet, so we can't just make assumption base on what's already out there, it feels like there just be more in to it n SM keep us blind bout it..
Honestly I can't and it's hard 4 me 2 believe that the other will do that to Jessica, I mean more than 10 years of friendship won't be vanished just like that, right? I still believe in their bond & honestly I'll always believe with their love 4 one another, so right now I'll just keep supporting them because they need us right now... Keep fighting 4 them Sones, it's our turn 2 support them now ^^
AsukaEnergetic
#7
Chapter 2: THem gurlz should OPEN UP their mouths and also say something to this! It's like Jessi is the victim of her 'sisters' cruelity and i'll believe her as long as no one other in this business proves me WRONG!
Seriously, SNSD's image will be sooo DAMAGED because the remaining members say nothing about that sudden kick out and so the most peopz will think the eay Jessica does, BETRAYAL IN THE FAMILY.... TTT^TTT
jessie220cm #8
Chapter 2: same with me, when i read the article say that the other member ask her to choose between snsd and blanc, i was like" it is true"? i dont know who to believe. the more than 10 years friendship is wasted. but still i smell some fishy here. i mean jessica say that she was force to leave the group and sm say that she want to leave the group. and tyler kwon ask sica to hang on because" the truth will be know. we always got your back".my question is does the other 8 member belong to that"we"
whitney09 #9
Chapter 2: Let's just believe that the others members are pushing jessica out of sm this hell hole. To fulfill her dream.... sones lets believe in the bond... ot9 is no joke... They will be together again... believe... #staystrongsnsd #staystrongjessica #staystrongsone
sicacouple #10
Chapter 2: This is my nightmares ....