Talking with Siwon

No Other Than These Famous Idiots!

 

 “C-C-Cho Kyuhyun! W-W-What are you talking about?!”

“Ryeowook’s probably at home, so do you want to buy an outfit?” he smiled at me, I blinked,

“What? How did you?”

“Do you really think you can pretend to be a guy around me?”

“Bwoh?”

“Your face pretty much gives it away, plus it’s pretty easy to see all the DBSK posters… And I’m guessing you’re starting to get into Mblaq?”

“Who?” I stared at him,

“The people on your poster that has a huge ‘Y’ in it”

“…” I thought for a bit, “OH! NO! I just thought they were ho—I mean, YOU KNEW I WAS A FREAKING GIRL AND DIDN’T TELL ME?!”

“I’m telling you now”

“SO?! OH MY GOSH! HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN?!”

“Since you came here”

I grabbed his neck, “YOU. EVIL. SON. OF. A….” I said in a low voice,

“Alright, calm down, and let’s go back”

“Why? Why should I come back with a jerk?!” I said, and walked away from him,

“Alex!”

“Jerk!” I turned around, then continued to walk off. Then somehow bumped into someone. I jerked back ,and quickly bowed, “I’m sorry!” but the person grabbed my shoulders

“Alex, are you okay?”

I looked up and saw Siwon staring at me,

“I thought you were eating” I looked at him strangely,

“When you’re a celebrity, you have to eat fast to still be alive from the crazy fans”

“Are you calling the ELFs crazy?”

“Just the obsessive ones that want my hair, and try to take my clothes off” he shrugged it off,

“Oppa, can you take me somewhere?” I pouted,

“Why?”

“Because~”I sang in the sweetest voice I could give him at the moment

~~~Siwon POV~~~~

Because” she gave me a demonic look, and I swear, if she wasn’t human, her head would be spinning….

“A-alright, l-lets go” I said, she smiled innocently, and walked away. I looked at her walking, then looked at Kyuhyun who was glaring at me. I mouthed a “What?” and then ran to Alex.

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We ended up sitting on a bench at the park(she was walking so I don’t know why). I looked at the sky, then at her—who was staring at her legs. I stared at her longer, then noticed tears falling towards her legs

“Alex” I said, she looked up at me with a smile, but with teary eyes, “W-what’s wrong?” I asked her, she looked at me, then quickly wiped her tears away with her wrist,

“I-I’m fine” she sniffed, I scooted closer to her, and slung an arm around her shoulder,

“You sure don’t look fine” I replied, she froze, “Look, I may be a ert to you, but I’m not afraid to listen” I smiled; she looked at me with her makeup running. Hmm… Uki probably did her makeup since the Alex I know doesn’t know how to beautify herself in anyway. She looked at me, then looked away, I pulled her head, and made her rest on my shoulder. She didn’t bother to take her head off of my shoulder, while my arm was still around her shoulders. “You can tell me, I won’t use it against you” I said,

“P-promise?”

“Yeah” I said,

She took a deep breath, “I sometimes feel replaced, you know? I feel like I’m not needed. I know I should be thankful to Uki in soo many ways, but for some reason… I’m jealous! I’m jealous how she can just come here AS A GIRL and have none of the guys hated her at first site? I mean, I wonder how it would feel to have Leeteuk NOT hate you when you first came?! She’s so amazing, it drives me crazy! How stinking perfect she is! She’s gorgeous, she’s smart, she’s amazing in fashion, and she could be a make-up artist! Me? I’m just ‘cute’ as what everyone says! I’m not pretty, and I’m not gorgeous, and I’m already use to that. But seeing Uki… It makes me wonder how it would feel to wake up every morning knowing that she’s gorgeous and that’s not going to change. Me? I’m just a cute little tall asian girl who probably won’t ever date again with her experiences with men! I mean seriously! I thought only people with those kinds of looks would’ve only been a celebrity! Or have gone through surgery! Not to mention how big her s are! I’m like what?! Half a foot taller than her, yet I’m a freaking A! She’s like what? 5’1? And she’s a freaking C! That makes no sense!” she ranted, I cut in before the conversation got any more awkward with the bust size talk,

“Look Alex, some guys like cute girls more than gorgeous girls. Like me for example! I don’t like those pretty girls who think they’re everything, nor those cute girls who act really cute. I like a girl with your personality. A girl who looks cute, but has a smart, and mother like personality. I honestly would prefer your personality then Uki’s since you don’t have such a stubborn head. With Uki, it’s always her way! It’s good at times, but then again it’s not. Also, with you, I feel like I don’t have to act like I do when a girl comes by. I can just be myself, not the gentleman Siwon, but the dorky Siwon that does stupid hand gestures when he’s happy, and bullys you when he’s bored, and steals coca-cola. I’m the guy that would like to not show his hot chocolate abs, and wear a huge t-shirt with boxers walking around. Even though you think you’re ugly, you’re really cute. In fact, you’re too cute! It makes me worry that I have to be with you when Donghae can’t.  I’ll even admit that sometimes I wanna make you mine since you’re just too cute at times. It makes me jealous of Hangeng for having someone as adorable as you, or as innocent as you! Not to mention you’re Christian which is another turn on! You follow your life as what the Bible says most of the time, you rarely drink, you’re still innocent, you don’t have a foul mouth, you think of others first, and that’s what I like most about you. You’re you. The only façade about you is that fact that you have to be a guy.” I said, she looked at me,

“I guess, but it makes me sad when I see Henry being nicer to Uki than me”

“How?”

“Like this one time, I asked Henry to get me a drink, he went, ‘get it yourself’, then Uki walked in and was like, ‘Henry, I need you to go to Wal-mart and get me somethings’ and he left in a heartbeat! I know it sounds stupid, but there are many other reason why I’m jealous of Uki! If Henry wasn’t interested in Amber, I would’ve thought that he would’ve been interested in Uki!”

“Wait, he’s interested in Amber?”

“Being his friend for a few months, you can tell if he likes someone” she said, and then had a sad expression on her face,

“You liked him didn’t you” I asked her, she sadly nodded,

“It took me all summer to finally confess to him that I liked him.”

“What’d you do?”

“When I said I liked him, I suddenly kissed him a few times without even thinking—even though he didn’t reply back. I was just happy to get the thing out of my way, and just say, ‘Henry, I like you, can we date?’ but then, he pretty much spit on my face when he just kissed me, and said he didn’t like me then leave for New York” she sniffed, “Soon after, I found out he was crazy for Amber…”

“So you were just silently hurting?”  

She nodded, “I wanted to hate Amber so much, but I couldn’t… I was happy when she had to go to America for her injury, but I couldn’t stand seeing Henry so sad without her.” She sniffed again, “I’m so jealous of her” she cried, hiding her face with her hands, “How close she is to Henry, how pretty she is, how amazing she is, how talented she is, and how humble she is! So… That’s why I stopped liking Henry… That’s why I can barely talk to him anymore…”

I stared at her, then hugged her, “It’s okay…”

“Then after that, I fell back in love with Hangeng… But I guess… Because of my heartbreak… I kinda used him…”

“How?”

“Like… Hangeng and I almost had it”

“Eh?”

“Well, we were watching a horror movie one day,”

“Oh no….”

“And I got scared so I asked Hangeng to sleep with me. But I don’t know how, but we started to kiss, then he got on top of me… Then… I fell asleep…”

“Alex!”

“Don’t worry, we’re over now”

“Eh?”

“Well, some things happened, and we just figured… That since he’s so far away, our relationship wouldn’t work”

“That wasn’t the message you were saying when you were making out with him at the restaurant!”

“W-well, I was watching his music videos… and… He looks so freaking hot in ‘My Logo’! How can you now love him and his charms?! Not to mention how muscular his arms are!”

“Have you seen his hair recently?!”

“He’s in China; of course he wouldn’t have Korean hair anymore!”

“But Alex! Don’t you think you’re overdoing it with your relationship with him?”

“I don’t think so… I mean… We’ve known each other for years already… And I use to have feelings for him a long time ago. Also, it’s… hard to let someone go after you were in love with that person for so many years”

“Then… Why’d you break up again?”

“Things happened…”

“If he said, ‘Alex, I’m crazy for you. I can’t do a day without thinking about you’… would you go back to him?”

“I dunno… I’ve been hurt a few times by him, and I just…” she said, wanting to cry,

But what does she mean by hurt? What happened between those two?

“Alex, from what he said about you when you left… He’s still in love with you” I said, she turned around and stared at me with her huge dark green eyes,

“What’d he say?!”

I couldn’t help but smile at her innocents. I patted her head, “Just seeing how much you were in love with him. But… You know… Henry still cares about you…”

“Yeah, but it’s awkward with him… I don’t want him to think that I like him anymore, and he probably doesn’t want to lead me on again…” she suddenly stretched her arms, “Aish! I guess a normal girl like me isn’t supposed to fall in love with famous celebrities!” she joked, I patted her head,

“My little sis, don’t worry! Your other brother from another mother will protect you” I tried to make a joke, she looked at me, with a small smile,

“I guess you’re not a ert after all”

I put her in a headlock and started to give her a noogie. “I told you I wasn’t one!” I said, giving her a really powerful one,

“O-OWWW!! O-OKEI!! I’M SORRY! YOU’RE NOT A  ERT!! Y-YOU’RE DEBAK!! Amazing!! The nicest guy on earth!!” she laughed, trying to break free from my headlock,

“Good girl” I said, and let her go

“Evil” she muttered,

“What’d you say?”

“Nothing at all” she smiled, I patted her head,

“Do you wanna go somewhere?” I asked her,

“Where?”

~~~Alex POV~~~~

Ok, well, Siwon first took me to buy some pants (that sounds weird…) so there would be no more controversy about “DONGHAE’S GAY?!” or “DONGHAE AND SIWON ARE DATING?!” and then fangirls go “NOO!! DONGHAE BELONGS TO EUNHYUK!!” then another group is probably going to be like, “OMO! NO WONDER WHY HAE HESITATED IN THE 5TH ANIVERSARY MEETING WHEN HE HAD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN HYUK AND WON!”

…. Yeah….

I was on Siwon’s back since I was too lazy to walk.

“Hey Alex” he started,

“Yeah?”

“Do you wanna get together with Hangeng again?”

“…”

“Cause I’l be willin to call you sister-in-law if you did”

“I’m not sure… I went through a lot of hurt because of him” I sighed, hugging the ert’s neck tightly,

“What did he do to you?”

“I’d rather not say” I said, trying to hold back the tears,

Stupid Hangeng…Why is it that whenever he kisses me, I can’t help but melt? I hate this feeling! Urgh!! How his gentle touch, even on my shoulders makes me feel like I’m on top of the world! Urgh!

Too many things are going on at once in my mind right now… it hurts too much…

With the whole Henry liking someone else, leaving me heartbroken… I just wish time would stop! Stupid Henry! Why did I have to meet you?! If I just disobeyed mom, and went back to Mokpo not ever living with Donghae! 

“Is there anything else you want to tell me?” Siwon suddenly asked,

“What do you mean?”

“You’re still sad, you can tell me” Siwon said, I smiled a bit,

“Well, apparently, Kyuhyun knew I was a girl… and it kinda hurts since he knew, and yet he didn’t admit to it! For however long I knew him, I wanted to tell him, but there was something in me that said, ‘no… don’t…’ you know what’s worse? He was pretty much my closest friend here other then Henry! Don’t you know how much it hurts?! I mean… If he would’ve told me earlier… I would’ve been happier… but… I don’t know… it feels weird being lied to by a friend… Kyu and I are close… REALLY close! Close enough to call each other mommy and daddy!” I sighed, I couldn’t think of anything else to say so I just rested my head on his shoulders,

We walked into a store, “Alex, I need you to sit here” he said, putting me down to that toys ‘R us giraffe. I agreed and waited for Siwon. I touched my face, forgetting that I wasn’t wearing glasses, but contacts… I feel like an idiot…

“Oh…Em… Gee!! LEXI!!”

I looked around to see who it was, and saw an asian girl with brown hair run up to me,

“GAH! VERNI!!”

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Aigo *sniff* sorry! I'm probably going to update less now since this time of the year is also busy for me *blows nose* plus i think i'm sick so that's another reason *tries to find cold medicine* Aigo! I'm so tired! You're unnie is soo tired!! >//< and i'm so sorry i can't reply to your comments, Gah... I miss those times where i would spend an hour doing "Character replies" for the comments I get! (if you weren't a reading during the Living with idiot's days in winglin, then i would make the Characters acually reply to people's comment xD)  Idk why i told you that (probably because an old reader said something about that (sniff sniff haha) anyway... enjoy this chapter! I made it long so hopefully you own't mind me not updating again for a while ;w; sorry! *cries* but i'm happy to see all the comments! Even from silent readers!! anyways! LOVE YA LOVE YA LOVE YA!

P.S to all ELFs! If you wanna buy make-up and buy it cheap then here's a website! http://www.eyeslipsface.com/ it's cheap AND debak!! xD plus it goes with our fanname!! xDD

P.s.s. I stole the picture from the emotional roller coaster story haha

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thebesthit #1
i love this fic from the bottom of my heart <3
Sehunnie99
#2
This looks interesting~
ChrysalisFalling
#3
I just love it~ >w<
Queenka94 #4
Chapter 120: Girl, this story - is - pure - gold!~~~
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I've (nearly) died,
cried,
And laughed my way into insanity reading this.
Thanks for the ride, Author-nim.
Haha, I was gonna say it was too short, TT__TT but then remembered that this is one of the longest fanfics I've read. (Chapter wise). Thanks again! :D xD
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Love this story!!!
special8387 #7
Chapter 120: I love the plot. I promise. It may sound cliche but it's true.thanks for publishing your story herexD
special8387 #8
Chapter 120: Thanks author-nim for mentioning special8387. I really appreciate it.(though i know the fact that it's all an accident)