“mianhada.. sulli-yah..”

“why are you sorry, oppa?” sulli was shocked. She could feel something is wrong with her one and only love, Kim Heechul. They’ve been dating since Sulli was a trainee together with Heechul in SM Ent.

“I think it’s better for us to break up” Heechul sighed. Finally he got the courage to speak out his mind and he feel so relieved.

“But why? Don’t you remember when you said you’re going to love me no matter what? You always know that I’ve never loved somebody before as much as I love you.” Sulli let her tears burst out. She could not hold back her emotions on that time

“That was before we debuted. Now, we both been busy with our schedules and we barely can make time to spend together. Besides, we’ve been dated for 2 years secretly. Honestly, I feel so tired with all of this and I want to end everything here.” Heechul said while sipping his coffee. Emotionless.

Sulli can’t hold back her tears. She want to cry as much as she want at that time but they were in public so, Sulli end up trying to stop her tears from flowing. She was hurt.

“I’m so sorry if I make oppa tired with our relationship. But, can’t you give me one more chance? I’ll try to change everything and make plenty of time to spend with you.” Sulli try to convince Heechul that she can do better this time if Heechul give her a chance.

“Eoddokaji? I can’t give you another chance because my feeling for you has really gone. I can’t pretend that I still has feeling for you right? That’ll hurt you more, Sulli-yah. Please don’t make things any harder for me can you? Just.. let me go.” Heechul hold her hand as if he’s giving her strength to face the reality that Heechul that she used to love 2 years ago are not the same with the Heechul that she sees now. Everything has changed.

“Oppa have to go now.” Heechul looked at his watch and smile brightly to Sulli. He then, left Sulli alone at the café.

Sulli went home and cry while hoping for Heechul’s call and make this nightmare gone. But it’s not. It’s not a nightmare. It’s a reality. A reality that her loved one has left her after been through ups and downs together for the past 2 years.

“Only memories remain” Sulli whispered while holding a box of gifts from Heechul that been given to her on their every special days when they were together.  As she walked towards the door, her foot stopped stepping. She’s kneeling as if she’s begging the fate for not separating her and her love, Kim Heechul.

Realising that this is not going to change anything, she cried. She let everything out by screaming and crying. She promised herself that she’ll only cry for today and get up again tomorrow as if nothing has happened that hurt her. She’ll move on.