Hidden Behind The Mask
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4 years ago
"Whoever are you. you always have my back"
She lied.
"I'm worried as hell about you, don't wander too much, okay?"
He lied.
"Chae Min, it's not fun without you here. Come, join us!"
They lied.
"If you're not okay, we'll be there for you"
Friends lied.
"We will be forever friends. Never apart!!!"
We lied.
We aparted later.
Along those 4 years later
"Trust me, I don't judge people"
I lied.
"Are you okay? I care for you. Note that"
I lied.
" Your existence yourself lightens up the day"
I lied.
"Tell me anything, my ears are free now"
I lied.
"It's alright, I'm used being used"
I lied.
They're the one being used.
Like everyone knows. All the schools have their own clique. The same goes to Jeguk High—the rising highschool in Korea today. There’re too many groups there. Life’s there different, you have to fit in a group to survive there. I’m lucky enough to fit in the Ace—the most hot stuff group. People wanted to be with us. We’re called the A-list clique. Why? We're awesome in everything we do. That's all. As simple as that.
Thinking back, I fit there because I’m not being me. I’m not being the true self of Kang Chae Min.
Looking back, it’s worth it. I am unapproachable because of this group’s status. I am hidden away from the pain. Everything’s worth although I’m being fake.
Realising again, no one’s gonna know the real me except they had met my middle school’s closest friend—liar. We’re not going to meet cause we’re too far now. We'd aparted, remember?.
Foreword
Past teach me something important.
Lies can be somewhat a strong weapon.
Either to attack or to protect yourself.
chanchenhan©
please put your faith in it. thank you :)
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