Telling JunHyung Oppa
Jae Mi and her 7 Prince Charmings
I called JunHyung oppa and told him to meet me at the school's nearby coffee shop , the coffee shop which holds a lot of my memories . This is the place where JunHyung oppa treated me to chicken rice and also the place where I found out that he was the one who gave me the umbrella ... And ... where I'm suppose to meet Jae Jin oppa before he died ...
I quickly rushed over to the coffee shop but JunHyung oppa was already there , waiting for me ... " JunHyung oppa ! " I called out as I ran over to him .
" Jae Mi ah ... I am really sorry , I shouldn't have accused you like that ... I know my mistakes now ... Please forgive me ... "
" It's alright , and I'm sorry for ignoring you yesterday ... " I apologized .
" You're just worried about your brother ... I understand , so , you OK now ? " JunHyung oppa asked concernly . I nodded my head and smiled " Like what IU said , I need to get over it sooner or later ... "
" You hungry ? " JunHyung oppa asked . I haven't eaten since yesterday's lunch , since I didn't have the appetite . My stomach growled . JunHyung oppa laughed and said " What do you want to eat ? Chicken rice ? " I lowered my head in embarressment and gave him a slight nod .
JunHyung oppa took my hand and led me to the table where we sat at the other time . He left me sitting there and went to order the rice . I looked around the coffee shop and it reminded me of many memories , this coffee shop had been here since I moved here with my parents and oppa .
We often came here to eat as umma's cooking skills isn't really good . HyunSeung oppa and I always came here to play with the other children when we were young , Jae Jin oppa and I sometimes help the vendors to do some simple task to earn ourselves some money . We would saved up those money to buy small presents for our parents during mother day , father day or their birthdays . I also had ' happy memories ' here with JunHyung oppa .
But ... But soon , I would need to leave everything here and go overseas ... I don't even know if I would be coming back ... The more I thought about these stuffs , the more sad I felt , and before I knew it , tears were rolling down my cheeks ...
Just then , JunHyung oppa came back . I quickly wiped away my tears and turn to him , smiling. " Are you OK ? " JunHyung oppa asked concernly .
" Of course ! " I lied . I shouldn't let him worry about me ...
" You sure ? You don't look good , do you want to go back first ? " JunHyung oppa suggested but I shook my head and said " I'm fine , don't worry ... " This might be the last time that we are eating together , I didn't want to end it so quickly , I wanted to cherish the time we have together now ...
Just then the chicken rice arrived and so JunHyung oppa didn't prom any further .
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After we finish our dinner , JunHyung oppa accompany me home by taking the bus with me . " JunHyung oppa ... "
" What is it ? " He turn to face me curiously .
" I ... I need to leave ... "
" Leave ?! " JunHyung oppa paused for a while , trying to make sense of what I was saying . " Why ? Where ? When ? " He asked with a shock expression after a moment of thinking .
" I need to go to my grandparents ... I need to leave ... On thursday ... I'm sorry I can't tell you earlier , I just got the news this morning ... " I apologized as I lowered my head in guilt .
" You're leaving for good ? Not coming back ? " JunHyung oppa asked , still shock from the news .
" I ... I don't know ... But , I wouldn't be coming back for a while ... " What should I do ? This isn't good ... Will he understand ? Before I can say anything else , JunHyung oppa spoke first " Your stop is here ... I ... You should go back first ... "
He didn't even looked at me . I nodded and went down the bus . Haiz , is he angry ? I strolled back home quietly , wondering what I should do next ... " Jae Mi ! " I turned around and saw JunHyung oppa running towards me . He stopped infront of me and tried to catch his breath . " Oppa ... "
" Jae Mi ah ... Can you don't go ? " He looked at me with pleading eyes . " Please ... "
I hesitated . " But I ... " My voice trailed off , I didn't know how to answer him . I don't want to go too , but I need to ... JunHyung oppa took a step forward and took my hand . He looked straight into my eyes . My heart skipped a beat as he spoke . " Don't go ... "
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I shut the door behind me and headed towards my room . Just then , something moving caught my attention . I turned to my left and ... I was shocked . Why were GiKwang oppa , Yoseob , DongWoon , IU and HyunSeung oppa here ? Oh ya , they were here to cheer me up ... I totally forgot about them while I was out with JunHyung oppa , what a bad friend I am ...
" I am so sorry , I ... I went to look for JunHyung oppa ... "
" Aish , Jae Mi , you told us to wait for a while and in the end you went out for so long ... " Yoseob complained .
" JunHyung ? You went out with him and forgot about us ? What kind of friend are you ? " IU asked ' angrily ' .
" So , you have told JunHyung hyung already ? What is his reaction ? " GiKwang oppa asked me concernly . I nodded my head and replied " He ... Told me not to leave ... "
" We told you not to leave too ... " Dong Woon said .
" Aish , JunHyung hyung is different from us ! " Yoseob hit his head , he then turn to me " So , did you agree ? " Everyone then turn to look at me hopefully .
" I ... NEED to leave , even if I don't wish to ... I'm sorry ... " I apologized .
" We are here to make Jae Mi happy , remember ? Let's not talk about those sad things , OK ? " HyunSeung oppa said . Haiz , I really don't wish to leave , but I don't have a choice ... I felt so bad , they tried to help in all the ways they could , but I couldn't repay them , and I think I would never be able to ...
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The whole of Wednesday was spent with IU . She helped me to pack up all my stuffs , preparing to leave ... I would really miss them , but I couldn't do anything to stop myself from leaving , even after all their help ... I feel so useless ...
Thursday came and it is time for me to leave ... GiKwang oppa sent us there with his car . I can't believe I am leaving this place ... This place where I grew up in , this place where once all of my family live together in , this place where I meet all of my friends , this place where I had fun in ...
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