He love her.

As a woman. 

She love him too. 

But as a younger brother. 

She never sees him as a man and always called him a cutie boy. 

But he wants to be a man for her. 

And he always see her as a beautiful woman in his life.

But he lost his chances when she already got herself a boyfriend. 

He won't give up until she notice and look at him as a grown up man. 

Not a cutie boy anymore. 

He doesn't want to be in friend-zoned. 

He wants more than that. 

He wants her attention only for him.

Oh Sehun lost his first love on his 15th birthday when his first love, Hwang Miyoung decided to continue her study at Los Angeles. All he can do was praying that she will back in his life again. He waited for her everyday, everytimes until she's back. 

He was happy to see her again but his heart dropped when she said that she already has a boyfriend, Luhan.

And he promised to himself that he will grabbed what his back. 

-2009-

''Sehun-ah.'' 

The said boy turn his head to his right side when he heard his name being called. ''Yes, noona.'' he grinned.

The girl giggled and ruffled the boy's hair. ''I'm going to continue my study soon.'' 

The boy blinked and title his head. ''Where? When?'' 

All the girl can do was sighing. She sat beside him and hugged her knees. ''This Monday.'' 

''Monday?'' 

He froze. ''T-that d-d-ay is m-my b-i-irthd-day..'' he suttered. The robot which was in his hand dropped on the floor and it broke into pieces, same like his heart did. He has crush on her ever since his family moved into the same neighborhood with her three years ago even though she was 3 years older than him. 

''I was accepted and I have to register on Wednesday, so I have to fly early. I'm sorry, Sehun.'' 

He just weakly nodded and walked away from her. She just watched him with watery eyes and mumbled 'sorrys'

...

''Are you sure you don't want to follow Mr. and Mrs. Hwang send Miyoung to the airport?'' 

He shook his head and buried his face deeper into the pillow. Mrs. Oh sighed and patted his back before walked out from his room. 

''So..?'' 

''I'm so sorry, Miyoung.'' Mrs. Oh shook her head and patted the girl's shoulder with a small smile. 

She sighed and nodded. ''Okay, then.'' and walked downstairs and ran to her mother's arms. The elders just sighed. They don't know what to do anymore. 

From the window, he watched his parents and her parents cars drove off and without he notice, his tears rolled down and wetted his cheeks. Oh Sehun cried his heart out on his 15th birthday that day.