“Me what??”

“Please help me, the original translator for this event fall sick this morning and hospitalize, we don’t have any back up. C’mon, I know you since we are in elementary school and I know you just come back from Korea and jobless, please help me..”

“Who I’ll be working with?”

“Infinite”

“WHO?!”

“Infinite, you know them right? I know you know them, you are a KPOP fans right?!”

So this is how this story begin. I am jobless after I come back from Korea, oh a week after I comeback. It’s not that I can’t find any good job here tho, it just because I am not even trying yet. I still enjoying my break after 2 years struggling with my master degree and my dear friends call me to mass it out.

It’s not because I hate Infinite, I like them to be honest. I like all of their song and their dance also very amazing. I just really clumsy around an idol. I don’t want to make some stupid mistakes, I also not very confidence with how do I look. Also, I am scared, I scared to know how they real personality as a person, I am scared that everything we see at screen is only a mask.

I am not ugly (that’s what people said), but I don’t have that super skinny Korean actress and idol body. It’s not that big (my body tho) after I came back from Korea, cause I did some diet there since there is no parents who always nag you to eat, but still not that skinny and ideal. I am scared that people will judge me. I am scared that the idol I like the most will judge me. That’s why I keep a distance.